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Abanty Farzana writes for New Youth Connections, a magazine for teens and by teens in New York City. During her interview with In the Mix, she talked about her writing, her religion (Islam), her personal experiences with racism, and what it means for a nation to be truly united.

On why she writes, and how it helps with healing:

The best thing about this job is that I get to write and that's what I want to do. And even if I don't choose journalism as my career, I'll choose something in writing or English because I just love it. So that's the best thing. And to have so many other people, interns here who are also high school students who also like to write and who are different than me. That's just cool to get to work with them. And they hear my views and I hear their views and it's just, it just works well together.

My writing has helped me express myself because I can write about my emotions, my feelings. That's what my article was about. It was about how I felt about the attacks, and about the biased attacks, and if I was scared, and if I was sad. I had so many different emotions at the time that I wrote about all of them, and it was sort of a release for me. You know, I wrote about it, and people read it and people understood what I was going through.

On Islam:

Islam is a very peaceful religion. Okay, well the hijackers were Muslims. They said they did it in the name of God, for all the Muslim people. But it's a cover. There's nowhere in Islam where it says, "Oh, you can kill people." Islam teaches us that the only way, the only reason we should use violence, if we ever have to resort to violence, is for defense. That's if someone hits us, we're not just going to stand there. I mean, try to use non-violence first. But if that still doesn't work, then you can resort to violence. But it's a very peaceful religion. In the Koran, it says violence is bad. Killing people is bad.

In school, they teach us a lot about Christianity and Judaism. They talk a little about Islam, but it's a difficult religion to understand. But I think that teachers should explain it a little more than they do, just so people will understand it. Many people, they just know we have to cover ourselves and we have to pray 5 times a day. But they don't really know why we do these things or what else we do. I mean, there's more to it than is explained, not only in school but in the media. You don't always hear about Islamic holidays and what happens in other aspects of Islamic life.

Teachers should explain Islam more in class. They should give more lessons on that or [make it] as important as they make Christianity and Judaism, as long as they teach those religions, they should also teach Islam just as much.

For me the song "My Religion" was very meaningful because it expressed my emotions at the time. Like the lyrics, "My religion doesn't hate. It will never turn you away. It always understands." So, I can relate to the lyrics really well.

On her experiences with racism since September 11:

I'll get on the subway, and people will obviously just like, look at me. And some people actually stared at me. Like they literally turned around and watched me, like watched me read, or watch me eat, or do anything. And when I was taking out a book from my bag, people were watching me. Like they have this scary look in their eyes like they think I'm going to take out a bomb or something. That was pretty freaky. That bothered me.

On America's "unity":

People talk about how America has united. I don't know if I believe that so much. I guess people are friendlier toward each other, but I don't know if they are united in a way. But I have to say young people are close. They've become close. I think people are noticing differences between that and that's a good thing, because you don't want to see everyone and think that they're all the same.

So, people are noticing differences and they're excepting it, and that's a good thing. I know in my school, I've told you, there are 5000 kids in my school practically, and everyone's very different. There's a lot of different races, different countries. You know people from a lot of different countries. And you can sense that people are a lot better friends now.

Like a lot of my friends, I have more non-Muslim friends than Muslim friends so I have friends who are from different countries and who are Americans, and we've become a lot closer. We've become more of a family, and I don't know if that's unity, but we've become more of a family. And I think you can kind of sense that in New York too.