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"Fear"

Fear is what they told me not to have.
Trust is what they took
Blind in how I was
The innocent rose
From the beautiful garden
That they took
They destroyed
All the beautiful petals it had
They took and threw away like garbage
Not knowing the beauty it had in it.


If I write this
It's because I feel it
And I went through all of it


A long road I have walked
Spirits have followed me
Trying to get me
When I tried to hide
I went deep into the hole
Without finding a way out
God please help me
Where are you?
No one is responding
Is it me who doesn't want to hear it?
Please help me
Let me find the way out
I'm asking a lot
But why?
I'm sitting at the same place
why can't I go on?
Something is holding me
I don't have the strength to go


I close my eyes
And I dream
I hope for a better tomorrow
I'm filled with life and light
Don't let me wake up.
It's all dark again
at the same place



Patricia Valladares, 1995

Somerville, Massachusetts

The Mirror Project




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