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PAIN
World of Hurt

We spoke the day

after I dropped a cup

of scalding tea on my arm.

Flesh felt icy-cold, then

bubbled white-hot & red.

You said, it'll hurt like hell for

a week but only slightly

disfigure your skin.

You were right.

But the pain, shit, the pain.

Only Percodan allowed me to sleep.

And I think of "our boys"

releasing canister upon canister

of napalm at temperatures of 1,800 degrees:

jellied petroleum & "a world of hurt."


You never talk much

about your injury.

How 28 years later

the damn thing still

aches in the Montana winters.

Twenty-eight years later

the damn thing still aches...

Maggie Jaffe


About 22 years ago, I woke up in that hospital ward in Takoda, Japan. I was one of many young men. Most, like me, would go home to families and loved ones devastated by the horror of what they would have to confront; a few had only hours to live, their families to be devastated by that loss. I can't begin to tell you of the pain to which I awoke. It was utterly overwhelming -- pain within me, despair all around me. If my words today could somehow in the future, take one moment of such pain away from one soldier, I would feel like I had accomplished a great deal.

In my final words I would like to remind our leaders that wars do not end. They live on in the people that are touched by them. A war in the Gulf would touch millions of people and make no mistake about it, this will be your war.

Ed Miles of the Vietnam Veterans of America Foundation.©


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