Reverend JANIE BROOKS (Chaplain, Children's National Medical Center and HSC Pediatric Center, Washington, D.C.): Seeing kids that are sick and suffering -- it's unfair, and it raises a lot of questions for us as people of faith that really don't have answers about why these things happen, honest questions and tough ones.I just have to tell them the truth -- that I don't know the answer to their question, but that it's a fair question, and it's one that deserves to be asked. But sometimes we just don't understand why things happen, why people have to get sick and suffer.
I think of myself as a spiritual friend, a companion for people whose lives have been interrupted by illness or accident who suddenly find themselves in a hospital in an unfamiliar setting; people whose spirits need attention, perhaps even more so than ever at a time when they are hurting and scared.Children, I believe, are even more spiritual than adults are. They're naturally drawn to the spiritual realm. But they don't often express their spirituality and what we might think of as theological or religious language and so most of the time that I spend with children, particularly the younger ones, I'm just hanging out.
Children have permission from their parents to come to the service, and we just have a great time. It's probably not like any church service that you've ever been to before. We hold it in the playroom here at HSC. It's open to everybody. Parents are welcome to come, staff members are invited, but most of the time it's just me and the kids. We're lucky enough to have a group of ladies from the First Baptist Church of Marshal Heights who come here.



I can't do this by myself. I know when I walk into the hospital I believe that God has sent me to do this work. I spend a fair amount of time in prayer. Sometimes the prayers are kind of thrown out of my mouth as I'm running down the hall, but I do maintain a close connection to my God. That's imperative for me.
It's really all about relationship, and so what I get is an opportunity to get to know a child and their family, to learn what's important for them, and to help them learn to make some sort of sense or meaning out of what's happening in their lives. I get to be a part of their family for a short time while they're in the hospital. I get to love them -- that's what I get. 