I would've liked [the bishops] to have that retreat [from June 14-19, 2004] without any business. And the only way that could have been done was if they said [on] March 23: "Move forward, Kathleen McChesney; move forward, Lay Review Board." And then they would have been able to have a no-business spiritual retreat time. However, that did not happen. So we can't sit back and wait for another six months to make sure our dioceses are safe. I think it's unfortunate that it happened that way, but it's unfortunate that they didn't just say, "Go forward with this process."
This is an important time in the Catholic Church. This is an important time in regard to what the Lay Review Board's report said. There are a number of recommendations that we suggested that could be very positive for the Catholic Church as a whole at this time. I think those kinds of things could be reflected upon, and I hope that they do. I know that they haven't had time really to digest, as a body of bishops, our report, and this could have been a good time for that.
When we were asked to be volunteers on this board, none of us knew the kind of time, the kind of stress, and the kind of work that was going to be required of us. On the one hand, it was fine because all of us are professionals, and we were able to gather, set our own plan, set our own time frame and how we were going to work as a body of people from all over the country. It's been kind of a roller coaster. We have met physically almost twice a month for the last 23, 24 months; we have been on hundreds of conference calls, e-mails, and it's been a remarkable commitment of time and energy and stress, and I'm so pleased to have been on the board and also with my fellow colleagues on the board. They're remarkable people. [They] love the Church and came to the board with some expertise in every area -- not only law, but communications and health and education. It's just a wonderful group of people, and I'm glad we were able to be a part of this process and hope that we would be able to continue on. ...
The one thing I might have to go to confession on, so to speak, is I was a passive Catholic until this time. And I know now that every Catholic in the United States can no longer be a passive Catholic. We have to be involved in our church at every level. And my faith is far ... stronger now than it ever was.
Am I happy with what the hierarchy had done in the past to help proceed with this abuse scandal? No, I'm not. But my faith in my church is greater now than ever before. We have to restore trust in the leadership, and that's what we're working on.
It's important that other members of the board be thanked for the work they have done. It has been a struggle, and it's been a lot of work, and all the members have given up a lot of their own personal life, their work life and their family life for this, and I know that they did it selflessly, but I think they should receive some sort of recognition and appreciation for their work.
I think the meeting in Denver is a critical juncture in the Catholic Church in the United States because we have already undertaken a two-year process of trying to restore faith in our hierarchy, restore trust, and also to make the environment safe for children so there will be no more victims. If there is a failing to go forward in June, I believe that a lot has been lost in that effort. And I think we have made a lot of strides in that process -- small steps: by going forward with the charter, by having a Lay Review Board, by having safe environment programs begin so there will be no more victims. But on the other hand, if we fail to go further and complete what we said we'd do, it's a step back that is, I think, a tremendous step back. If there is no vote for Kathleen McChesney to go forward, for us to proceed, then why are we here? Why would the Office of Child and Youth Protection exist, and why would the Lay Review Board exist anymore? We would have no work. It would send a message to everybody that we didn't mean what we said.


I'm going to be the interim chair until my replacement is appointed. And the three other members whose terms are up at the same time as mine, which is June 30 -- we will remain until our replacements are appointed. I presume that Bishop [Wilton] Gregory will be appointing us or our replacements on June 30 or thereabouts.