Q: What is Jewish Renewal?
A: Let me begin with the issue of renewal itself. There are some people who after the Holocaust felt that we have to do restoration. We have to get back to where Judaism was before Hitler decimated 6 million. And it was such a deep cut, as it were, of vital power and energy of our people. When the refugees came, they settled in enclave[s] in New York and elsewhere and in Jerusalem, and they wanted to reconstitute what they had before, namely, they were restorationists.And that's how I began first, because I read the Dead Sea Scrolls, and I was very much impressed by the original of all monastic stuff in Christianity and even the dervishes in Islam, which was with the Dead Sea community. And the first group that I brought together was called "Be' Nay Or," because it was based on the scroll of the children of light against the children of darkness.
However, as time went on, the kind of community that I wanted to create, which was a monastic urban kibbutz -- it didn't come to be. And more and more, I felt that the people here in America needed first of all to lower the threshold and then to find ways where in this setting we could renew those values and those experiences that were there before.
The most important thing was to remove all the debris that was between souls and God. And so, therefore, I took the Hebrew prayer book -- and working with it is called "davening," which I believe comes from the word "davenum," just as when we say the grace after [a] meal we call it "benching," from benediction. When people start[ed] to daven, they didn't know how to do it beyond reciting. So, therefore, I looked into the way in which I had been taught in the mystical tradition in Chabad and Lubavitch, and with this introspection I was able to learn how one moves on the inside, because it doesn't have external markers.
I created something I called "davenology" in order to help people be able to go into that experience. Having done that, it became also clear that we had to do a theological job, which was that every religion has the magisterium, the teaching part of the religion, and it also has a cosmology, a reality map. And the reality map [for] most of the people trying to do restoration was an old reality map. It didn't fit anymore. In other words, after Hiroshima and Nagasaki, Auschwitz, Birkenau, moon walk, fifth-generation computer, the whole story of the universe has changed. We are not talking about fields; we are talking about string theory. We're talking about a whole other thing in quantum stuff, and that hasn't yet been incorporated in our theology. A theology that's out of date cannot get the loyalty of the people in the present.
So that was dealing with the more conceptual stuff. But beyond that, ever since what we call scientism and the 19th century, beginning of the 20th century, what you couldn't touch and what you couldn't see, what you couldn't measure didn't exist for people. But then out-of-body experiences and all the old stories that people had been telling about spirituality and so on, so forth started to come back into view. And the question was: How do we take the teachings of Jewish mysticism and make them applicable to our day? Jewish Renewal is all that.
Furthermore, there's an element of medieval awareness that said the body isn't good, the soul is good. Leave the body behind or suppress the body and opt for the soul. Now that we're talking holistic stuff, it didn't make any more sense to do that. Also, Earth is suffering. If we could hear the outcry of Earth, her air, her lungs have emphysema. Her blood circulation, meaning the water table and so on, so forth is poisoned. And she has fever with global warming.
So when you look at all these things, the outcry, then the question comes: What is there in the way in which we deal with our commandments that would help heal the planet? We discovered something else -- that much of our understanding of Judaism was very masculine, patriarchal, and was therefore left-brainish, and it didn't have enough of the [imagining] of the heart and the intuitive. Jewish Renewal brought all these things together.
Q: Why is there a thirst for spirituality? Why do people yearn for the experiential?
A: Let me begin, first of all, with something that happens in all mysticisms. There is a four-level way in which people deal with things. There's hatha karma yoga, one level. There's bhakti yoga. There's gani yoga. And then there's raja yoga. In our understanding, we speak about the four letters of the divine name and the four worlds. Where does this come from, that all over, wherever you go, you find these four -- or five, in Chinese medicines? Jung would talk about the quaternity and so on. [It is] because we're hard-wired that way. We have the reptilian brain. We have the limbic part of the brain. We have the cortex, and we have a whole bunch of uncharted stuff that deals with intuition. We needed to become aware of that, because if you only live on this level, which is consciousness of the shopping mall mentality, then the needs that we have would all have to be dealt with on this level.
A rabbi friend of mine put it this way: "When I was a baby, when I was hungry, my mother took me to the breast, and it was good. And when I was lonely and I cried, my mother took me to the breast. When I was upset, my mother took me to the breast. And now I'm grown up. When I'm hungry, I go to the fridge. When I'm upset, I go to the fridge. When I'm lonely, I go to the fridge" -- which means that we haven't learned that our needs happen on other levels, and we still are trying to fulfill them on the bottom level, which is precisely what advertisement wants us to do. If I long for a beautiful woman, she'll sit on the car that I should buy in order to get her. Advertisement is always built on trying to keep us on this lowest possible plane. But the hungers happen to be on other levels. Once you become aware that the bigger hunger is not for more conceptual stuff, it is for more heart, and it is for more of the intuition that allows each person to have the initiative over his own soul life. Whereas in the other situation it was always, "Clergy will tell us how to do it." It comes from a heteronymous thing rather than autonomy and the soul.
But after this kind of paradigm shift, people want autonomy, and they want to have their self-experience. It began in the '60s and a re-sensitizing where we are. And then later on, more intuitive stuff, and gestalt and psychology moved from behaviorism to Freud and then to humanistic psychology to transpersonal psychology, all of which is in order to fill that need, that hunger that people have for the intuitive and the emotional.
Q: But is it also a hunger for relationship with God?
A: That's precisely the point. The definitions we had of God that were the old ones had to be discarded. No person can really have a real relationship with God unless they have been an iconoclast first. Abraham had to smash the idols of his father, and so we have to go through the same thing. We have to smash the idols of our childhood in order to get to a more mature God. But it turns out that philosophers have made God disappear from us by wanting God to be the omni, omni, omni, and that took away the heart connection, which is to say the root metaphor that each person has to have.
William James once asked a deacon in New England, "What do you do when you see yourself in the presence of God?" He said, "I see an oblong blur." Well, the oblong blur is not what the heart can use. The heart needs to have a relationship word. So we talk about "father." "Father" after Freud wasn't so good. "Judge," "king" -- these words don't work anymore.
So this is why our people have gone to speak of Melech instead of Melech Ha'olam, "king of the universe," "the spirit of the world." In other words, the life force in the world. With that we can have a connection, because the life force operates in us.
How do I know there is a God? Listen to the pulse. I don't beat my pulse myself. The voice of my beloved is in the pulse. Once you begin to speak about the longing that we have and you sing the melodies that bring the longing to the fore, and you express that in prayer, in that longing there is a response that comes from the universe. [It is] the best way in which we can say that this is God. But the word is such a bad word. It's because it's become so contaminated by people pushing other people around with that word.
Q: Christians talk about a personal relationship with God, so when you say that it sounds very Christian.
A: This is so funny, because it looks to me the other way. Jesus is so thoroughly Jewish, and he talks about God as Abba: "Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name." The Judaism has been filtered out for Christians, so they don't know anymore what his origin is. And the worst thing yet is with Islam. They don't understand what they owe to Judaism when they speak about the relationship to Allah. We need to just make this very clear. When you speak about the Ba'al Shem Tov and Hasidism and so on, it becomes very, very clear that there was a personal relationship. Just four generations ago for many people here, their mothers would put on a kerchief and say the prayer over the candles and then pray for every member of their family at that time and pour out their heart. People came for Rosh Hashanah, Yom Kippur. Even Rudolph Otto describes "the idea of the holy." He says he came to a synagogue, and he discovered it when people were praying, because when you say "Baruch atah adonai," you're addressing God.
I remember when I was a child, my dad had just finished his prayer, and I peeked underneath his tallit, which he had over his head, and I saw he had been crying. So I said, "Papa" -- I was speaking German at that time -- "why do you cry?" He said to me, "Because I talked with God." So I said, "Does it hurt when you talk with God?" And he said, "No, it doesn't hurt. It's very good. I only cried because it was so long since I last talked to him." You get the sense that the personal was very, very real in everything that we did. It was only from the 1920s, I would say, to the late '60s, '70s that even in most synagogues God was absent.
Q: There are apparently disaffected Jews who are turned on to Judaism because of the renewal movement. Why was God absent in the synagogues, and how has renewal reenergized synagogue life?
A: I don't want renewal to be seen as a denomination, but rather as a process, as a moment. Any revitalization, any connection that we have with that which is beyond ourselves and in ourselves at the same time is a revitalization, and it happens to some people in Orthodoxy and some people in Reform, and even it happened to one young woman who was just ordained who was serving a community that was humanistic Judaism. She mentioned God and she was fired.
There was this attitude that people had because very often oppression came connected with God -- oppression by clergy, oppression by rabbis, oppression by people who couldn't understand one generation. There was such a gap between one generation and the other, and they couldn't bring God across.
Another element: as long as we had three generations in one household, then the grandparents could talk to the grandkids because both of them had an enemy in the middle. But once it happened that we now have these nuclear families and single-parent families, family values have to be rejected by the next generation.
Q: But tell me about synagogue life. You were saying that God was absent from institutional life. Why was that, and how did Jewish Renewal help?
A: First of all, it went back to reform in Germany that wanted to make sure that Judaism was the religion of reason. And reason then took God into "god idea." "God idea" is just a concept, and the living God is not a concept. After all the "god ideas" had evaporated, the best thing that in many synagogues they could hear is, "We live under the fatherhood of God and the brotherhood of man," and it didn't mean very much, because you didn't have a personal relationship.
It's not true that that was absent completely, because there was a Reform prayer book for home use. [It] was pious, if you will, very heartful. But the pulpits were not doing that, and so people didn't have a connection with that, and they talked a lot about Israel, which you need to talk about, about United Jewish Appeal, about helping to rebuild the infrastructure, bringing refugees from Europe, helping Russian Jewry. A lot of the time these were the topics in synagogues.


If you read the Torah clearly, you see that nobody could get so rich that they own everything, that they create a feudalism. And nobody can get so poor that they can't have access to a corner of the land that's being left for them. The sense that we have of tzedakah -- I want to say, nowadays, I picked up a newspaper that had free loan things called "gemilut Hasedim," the Hebrew for "doing of kindness." If you want to get married and you want to have a gown, they have a whole closet full of gowns you can get. If you need to get dishes, there are a whole bunch of dishes available. If you need to have crutches or a wheelchair, they have created this whole system of being able to help people.