My greatest challenge is having the patience to build a sustainable relationship with my autistic twin brother. I grew up cursing him out every day because he was so violent towards my mother and I. My actions did nothing to help the situation but I was young, immature, and frustrated. Not to mention physically bruised. Now I am 30 and the reality of my future has hit me. How will I take care of him? How will I get him the behavioral help we never got him in time? Will it even help if we start in adulthood? I am hopeful that the universe will grace me with patience. And my vision is to help the autism community in some way. Especially the families and siblings.