I never expected that I was going to lose someone I loved so much, someone more than a brother, my best friend, my world. In December 2019, I went on a trip, but he didn't go. After I came back, I only got to see him for 3 short days, then he got arrested without doing harm to anyone. 3 months after his arrest, he got deported. 2 months after he was in Mexico, he drowned trying to save his brother. I never expected to lose him in such a horrible way. If it was for me I would have given him my air, my strength to get out. I miss him, every single day. He was the reason for my biggest smiles, I wish I could respond to his last message, I wish I could've told him I loved him one more time.