At this point in my life I've given up on trying to ask this women out. She has given me so many chances since highschool and so far its now the end of college and it looks like ill never see her or here from her again. I dont know what it is about her that kept her in my mind for so long. Maybe its just how crushes are. I was so stupid to let my insecurities stop me from even talking to her. I have gotten better at showing my feeling and being comfortable around people. I hope one day I will meet her again, but I hope she is doing good and is happy as well.