My greatest challenge is my eating disorder. Im afraid of food and I know it sounds crazy but its been really hard to deal with on my own. Ive tried to get help from family, friends, doctors, but nothing has been done. I feel like there is nobody to reach out to and sometimes I feel like im losing hope. The people I have talked to only made it worse and im afraid for my health. It affects everything in my life, Ive pushed myself away from everything because im afraid to be judged about my weight and what I eat. I dont go out or talk to anyone. I dont have many friends because my anxiety is too bad. If I could get over it, I would finally get to be who ive been waiting so long to be. Myself.