At this point in my life I have no clue what I want to do. I am focusing on continuing with my schooling and finding a college, but there is so much stress and pressure on me. Every test I fear that I have failed and hurt my chances of success, and even though my parents tell me constantly that my grades don't matter to them, I always fear letting them down. With so much to do all the time, I am so glad that I have great friends to help me unwind and relax at school and on weekends. I just wish the whole college admissions process could pass me by and I could enroll in my dream school, Duke, and ensure my success in life.