At this point in my life Im pretty lost. I made an impulsive decision to move three states away to live with someone who thinks we're together now. I dont say anything because I know I will be homeless if I do. Since moving out here I cant find work, I cant make friends and I didnt come with a vehicle. I consider suicide more often than Id like to admit, but I refuse to let someone who thinks of me as property to be the reason I give up.