My greatest challenge is being able to find reasons to accomplish things. I always try to find justification for almost everything I do, some reason it can help me later or now. I acknowledge that everyone has a set time on this place, and if it is wasted doing something I feel would not benefit me in the current time or in future moments, I feel a sense of guilt and responsibility to do right by myself and change course. Many things can feel like that, such as school, where some say dreamers and flourishing minds go to die, but sometimes there is more to it. Sometimes it's surviving that dredge, finishing that challenge, proving to yourself that you are not weak, but strong and can take anything thrown, as what is hard makes better people of us all, as we owe it to others not to suffer and toil as we did.