My American dream is to fully disengage from my abusive educated doctor family, and live accurately and religiously in a sincere truthful manner in peace and separation. I recently fully forgave them. I have reached out renewed. I got no response. I attend church the last 8 years.i have many excellent friends. I am well situated after being labeled disabled while still previously working. I hope for joy. my cause I like is the environment. I love animals, music, math like things, plants, reading, nature. my friends are very special, and I feel god gave them to me. I am separate.