My greatest challenge is forgiving myself for my past mistakes and learning to love myself. I’ve always been extremely emotional about everything in my life. Lately it’s been kinda bad. Currently I’m in a relationship it’s been almost 3 years and I keep making mistakes. By mistakes, I mean that I used to lie a lot for no reason. Even when they were something so small I would always hold myself accountable. I would promise my boyfriend that I won’t do it again, but then I’d do it again. This has caused me a lot of self doubt and a huge loss in confidence. Now all I can think about is that I’ll mess up again and ruin everything. That I will break another promise. I don’t like feeling this way. It hurts. I want to work on learning to love myself and forgiving myself for my past. Even when I don’t think I deserve it.