My life right now is trying to get through each day, during a pandemic, while dealing with the death of my Dad, my best friend. It is getting up, everyday, going to work, trying to give my 100%, while most days walking around in a fog of grief. I come home, when it is 5pm, but looks like midnight. I watch the snow, and the crows in the soft light of my 4 story apartment building, and look heavenward, updating Dad on the goings on of the day. My life right now, is trying to make it through the holiday season, trying to create new traditions, finding ways to keep my Father's memory alive. Life right now is trying to live in tribute to the one who so greatly made my life worth living.