At this point in my life I was struggling. I had nowhere that I could find happiness. I felt hopeless as if I was so numb and empty inside and nobody could help me. I drowned out the world and shut down. It was hard to get back up once I fell. I felt as if I was a burden, or a pest to others. At this point life has come to a stop due to the pandemic, but I hope that one year from now I can come back and say, that, “at this point in my life, I am doing my absolute best, I am living a great life, and am coming to accept the flaws I have and in the world around me as well. I am striving to do my best as of right now, and even if this “pandemic”, does not go away, I strive to come back and finally tell my story of how I overcame this point in my life.