My life right now…
My life right now : in 2019 me and my husband found out that he can't have children. tried to get pregnant with a sperm donor and it didn't work the first 6 months. we wanted to try again but ran out of money try to apply for loans and was getting denied. so we started to plan our life without children and now I'm starting to get letters from some of the finance companies saying that I should have been approved at the time due to a processing error. and now I'm stuck in this spot to where I'm already grieving for the life I thought I was going to have a children and now do I want to get my hopes up and spend the crazy amount of money to even have a 15% chance of it even working? it's like what if it does work and I turn out to be a terrible mom.