I never expected to be diagnosed with ADHD. I was diagnosed with autism, ADHD, and executive functioning disorder and it has been a wild ride since I was diagnosed. My whole life, I felt like everyone was in on a secret that I couldn't have access to. I struggle with very basic tasks and groups although I graduated cum laude from college. Being diagnosed has to lead me to friends who are also autistic, have ADHD and struggle with executive functioning and now I feel like I am on this secret of inclusion. I never expected to be in a leadership position in a socialist org. I never expected to find so many people who share my politics. I am currently running for a leadership position in a socialist org and I never thought I would have enough courage to put my hat in the ring. Not me, us.