When this is over I hope I will be able to see my husband again. When this began, I was laid off a job in the US. My husband was in South Africa. I have been sheltering in Oregon with my daughter and grandson; when I talk to my husband I see the loneliness and sadness in his eyes as his hair grows longer and his face grows thinner. It feels like we are ageing more rapidly each day. I want to gather my family around me in a quiet place and walk in safe spaces. I know that’s much more than most people can dream about. When this all began I was afraid for the health of my husband and myself. I’m now afraid for everyone, in a pandemic of fury and anger.