>>> MUDEMO MOTIVATION, AND THE
DRIVE TODEMOCEED.
AS PADEMOF OUR ONGOING
INITIATIVE "CHASIDEMOHE DREAM:
POVERTY AND OPPDEMONITY IN
AMERICA," WE'RE LOOKINDEMO THE
STORY OF DEMOMUSICIAN'S RISE
FROM SLEEPING IN SUBWADEMOO
DEMOING STADIUMS.
DEMOIN VIRTUOSO, FROM JULLIARD
AT 10 TO CODEMOING ON "AMERICA'S
GOT TADEMO," TO LOSING ANYTHING.
BUDEMOMIEN HAS COME BACK IN A
VERY BIG DEMOWITH A MIX OF
HIP-HOP, CLASSICAL SOUDEMO AND A
BIT OF SONIC MDEMO.
HERE IS A DEMO.
DE
>> DAMIEN ESCOBAR JDEMO US NOW,
DELIGHTEDEMO HAVE YOU HERE.
>> THDEMOYOU FOR HAVING ME.
>DEMOAT REALLY IS VERY COOL.
DEMOHANK YOU.
DEMOET'S GO BACK TO THE
BEDEMOING.
8DEMORS OLD.
HOW DO YOU ENDDEMOHAVING A
VIOLDEMON YOUR HAND AND
DECIDING, DEMO IS FUN, I WOULD
LIKE TO DODEMOS?
>> IT WAS DEMOODUCED IN MY HOUSE
WHEN DEMOS 6.
I FELL DEMOOVE.
I HAD TO WAIT IN DEMO BECAUSE I
WAS THE YOUNGEST OFDEMO OTHER
SIBDEMOS.
I HAD TO TADEMOT IN THIRD GRADE.
I WAS LIKE, I WANT TO DEMOHIS
FODEMOR.
>> WHDEMOOU STARTED PLAYING,
WHAT DID THE REST DEMOOUR
DEMONDS THINK?
>> THEDEMOAL.
"OHDEMOAT'S FOR GIRLS, YOU'RE
SISSY, YOU'RE THDEMOYOU'RE
TDEMO"
I HEARD IT ALDEMOAN.
>> WHDEMOID YOU USED TO SAY,
THEY WODEMOLOOK AT YOU AND SAY,
WHAT ISDEMOT?
HDEMOID YOU ANSWER?
>> I CAN'T RECOLLECDEMOACTLY HOW
DEMONSWER.
I KNOW HOW IT DEMO ME FEEL.
>> HOW DID ITDEMOE YOU FEEL?
>> DEMOLT ABANDONED.
I FELT DIDEMOENT.
I FELT LIKDEMO OUTLAW.
ADEMOYOUNG KID, COMING FROM
JAMAICA, QUEENS, WHEREDEMO-HOP,
SPORTS IN DEMORAL WERE
PREVALENT, TDEMOYOUNG KID WHO
LOVED BACH ADEMOIDN'T UNDERSTAND
DR. DRE AT 10, I WAS DDEMORENT.
DEMOS NEVER ASHAMED OF IT.
I FIGURED DEMOAS JUST MY PATH
AND I DEMOD WALK IT.
DEMOAMERICA'S GOT TALENT," TELL
US ABDEMOTHAT.
>> I WAS IDEMOGROUP WITH MY
BDEMOER.
YODEMOOW, WE HAD SOME SUCCESS
PRIOR TO "AMERICA'S GOT TALDEMO"
THIS IS WHIDEMOHE CAREER WAS ON
THDEMOCLINE.
WE PEDEMO.
WE TOLD OURSELVES, DEMOUST HAVE
TO GET ON THDEMOOW ONE TIME.
WE ENDED UP NOT ONLDEMOTTING ON
THE SHOW BUT LASTING UNTDEMOHE
END OF THE CODEMOITION.
THAT REALLY CHANGED MDEMOFE
COMPDEMOLY.
DEMOUSE NOW WE HAD THIS SOUND,
AT THAT POINT THDEMOWEREN'T A
LOT OF VIOLINISTSDEMONG WHAT WE
WERE DOING, WE WEDEMONE OF THE
FEW DDEMO IT.
ADEMOAT POINT IT TOOK THIS
LITTLE NICHE GENRE ADEMOOOK IT
AROUND THE DEMOD.
WE BECAME ODEMOIGHT PHENOMENONS.
AND OUR SOUNDEMOS NOW CELEBRATED
AROUDEMOHE WORLD.
IT WADEMOEAT, BECAUSE IT WAS A
DEMO.
WHEN YOU'RE SDEMOUNG, EVERYONE
KNOWS WIDEMOUCCESS COMES MONEY.
WHEN YOU'REDEMONG, YOU DON'T
HADEMO DIRECTION, YOU DON'T
HAVE DEMOOU'VE NEVER HUNG OUT
WITH SOMEBODY THAT DEMO A
MILLIDEMOOLLARS.
YOU DON'T KNDEMOOW TO ACT WITH
DEM
WHADEMOPPENS IS, YOU START TO
USEDEMO LEAST FOR ME, MY GIFT
WASN'T SO MUCH A GIFT DEMOT WAS
NOW THIS TODEMOHAT MADE ME
DEMOY.
I STOPPEDEMOPRECIATING
EVERYTHING ARDEMO ME.
THAT'S WHDEMO STARTED GOING -- I
STARTEDEMOCLINING AS A HUMAN
BDEMO.
DEMOET'S FAST FORWARD TO 2012
WHEN THINGS REALLDEMOARTED TO
UNDEMOL.
THIS IS WHENDEMO GROUP
DDEMONDED.
>> DEMO012, I LOOKED IN THE
MIRROR ADEMOAD NO IDEA WHO I
DEMO
I WASN'T NECESSARIDEMOROUD OF
MDEMOF AT THAT POINT IN LIFE.
EVERYTHING WASDEMOUT WHAT MONEY
COULDEMOY ME.
I DIDN'T ADEMOCIATE PEOPLE.
WHEN I ENDED UPDEMOING ALL OF
IT, WHEN THE GRDEMOWAS
DEMODONED, I LOOKED IN THE
MIRROR DEMOHAD NO IDEA WHO WAS
STARING BACK ADEMO.
I HIT THE LODEMO POINT OF MY
LIFEDEMO2012, IT TOOK FIVE
MONTHS UNTIL I DEMOD UP
HOMELESS, GOIDEMOROM LIVING IN A
DEMOIMILLION-DOLLAR CONDO
DEMOLOOKING MANHATTAN TO
SLEEPDEMOON THE SUBWAYS.
I TELL PEOPLE THAT WASDEMO WORST
TIME OF MYDEMOE BUT ALSO THE
DEMOT
GREDEMOT.
WHEN YOU'RE DOWN TO DEMOING AND
YOU'RE LEFT WIDEMOOURSELF, YOU
CADEMOTHER FIGURE OUT WHO YOU
ARE OR CONTINUE DEMOECLINE.
IT TODEMOE SOME TIME, ACTUALLY
DEMOT A YEAR, UNTIL I SAID, YOU
KNOW, I'DEMOOT TO PICK MYSELF
BACDEMO AND DO SOMETHING WITH MY
DEMO.
NOT A LOT OFDEMOPLE KNOW THIS,
BUT I DIDDEMO GO BACK TO MUSIC.
DEMOFIRST THING I DID WAS WENT
TO RDEMOESTATE.
AS ADEMOTIST, I WAS USED TO
PEOPLE TAKDEMOCARE OF ME.
NOW I HAD DEMOAKE CARE OF
DEMOLE.
IN THAT PROCESS OF TAKINGDEMOE
OF PEOPLE, YOU STDEMOTO
APPDEMOATE THINGS.
EVERYTHINDEMOS DIFFERENT FOR ME.
AND DEMOOPPED SELLING REAL
ESTATEDEMOER ABOUT THREE TO FOUR
DEMOHS.
IT WASN'T BECAUSE OF, YODEMOOW,
NOW I HAD TO BDEMOE A PUBLIC
DEMOANT.
IT WAS DEMO SO BECAUSE I
REALIZED THAT I WASN'T ODEMOTING
IN MY DEMOOSE.
AND I REMEMBER SITTINDEMO THE
TRAIN GOING BACK HODEMOBECAUSE I
HDEMOO MOVE BACK HOME TO
JAMAICA,DEMOENS.
I REMEMBER DEMOING ON THE TRAIN
AND I DIDDEMOE SOUL SEARCHING.
I HAD TO FORGIVEDEMOELF.
I HAD TO FORGIVE DEMOR PEOPLE
DEMOND ME.
I HAD TO TAKE OWNERSDEMOFOR HOW
DEMOIFE TURNED OUT.
I PICKED MY VDEMON BACK UP.
>> DID IT FEEL DIFFERENDEMOE
SECOND TIME ARDEMO, WHEN THE
BEAUTY OF YOUDEMOSIC ONCE AGAIN
RECAPTUREDDEMO?
>DEMOAH.
>> HOW DID IT FEEL DDEMORENT?
>DEMOE THING IS, WHEN YOU DON'T
HAVE ANY MONEDEMOD YOU'RE A
MUSICIAN, THE ODEMOTHING YOU CAN
RDEMOON IS MUSIC.
AND I WDEMOORTUNATE ENOUGH AT
THAT POINT NOT TO HADEMOILLS,
NOT TO HAVEDEMOWORRY ABOUT
MONEY, AND JUST DEMOTE AND BE AN
ADEMOT.
NO DEMOKNEW ME.
NO ONE KNEW DAMON ESCDEMO.
THDEMONEW ME AS THE GUY WHO USED
TO BE IN A GROUP BUT DEMO DIDN'T
KNODEMO OUTSIDE OF THAT.
I RELEASED DEMOX TAPE MADE IN MY
MOTHER'S BASDEMOT.
THREE YEARSDEMOER, IN 2016, THAT
SAMDEMOBUM ENTERED THE BILLBOARD
CHDEMO.
FODEMO THAT WAS KIND OF LIKE AN
AFFIRMATION, LIKE WOW,DEMON
YOU'RE OPERATING YOUR DEMOOSE,
THE DODEMOOPEN UP.
>> THIS IS,I'M SUPPOSEDEMO BE.
>> THIDEMO WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO
BEDEMON.
AND OF COUDEMOWITH THAT
OBVIOUSLY OVER FOUR DEMOIVE
YEARS I WORKED MYSELF BACDEMO TO
BEING SUCCESSFUL, ANDDEMOH THAT
CODEMOMONEY.
BUT THE JOURNEY NOW FOR MEDEMOSO
MUCH DEMOERENT.
IT'DEMOT ABOUT MONEY.
FOR ME IT'S ALWAYDEMOEN ABOUT
DEMOING PURPOSE AND NOT CHASING
DEMOR, RIGHT?
WHEN YOU CHASE YOUR PUDEMOE AND
YOU OPERDEMOIN YOUR PURPOSE, I
CDEMO DRIVE THAT POINT HOME
ENOUGH, I SAY AT MY DEMOERTS,
MAKE DEMOBOUT THE PEOPLE.
I RECEIVE MESSADEMOON A DAILY
DEMOS FROM FANS SAYING, HEY, I'M
STAGE 4 CANCER AND YOU SADEMOMY
LIFEDEMO THIS TEENAGER FROM
DEMODA, I REMEMBER IT, THEY
SAID, I WASDEMOUT TO COMMIT
SUICIDE AND YDEMOMUSIC SAVED MY
DEMO.
DEMO
I HAVE A RESPONSIBILITDEMO AN
ARTIST DEEPER THAN MDEMO.
>> IT'S NICE TO SEDEMOAT
DEMOTIMES PEOPLE CAN HIT THAT
BOTTOM AND LEARN THDEMOLESSON
AND DISCOVERDEMO BEAUTY OF THE
MUSIC, IT SAVES YOUR DEMO, IT
AFFECTS OTHER PEOPLE'S LDEMO.
THANKDEMO SO MUCH, GOOD LUCK ON
THE TOUR AND EVERYTHING DEMO.
>> THANKDEMO.
>> YOU DEMOELL.