[Acoustic guitar music]
[Street sounds]
Heidi: My day, day-to-day,
is, it's pretty simple.
I um, I get up, I eat.
And then I usually do
something physical.
[Heidi singing: There
are things I dont want
to see, there are days I
dont want to be alone
with myself& ]
Heidi: And then, uh, get
my gear.
And head under.
Head underground.
[Heidi singing: There
are days the deck feels
stacked, things I believed
in are cracked, then night
begins.
Though it feels a losing
hand, I dont fold my
cards, I take a stand...
Strength has a way of, of
finding truth within.
But I feel it.
I feel it all.
Yes, I feel it.
I feel it all....]
Heidi: Busking is
performing in public for
some sort of tips or
donations&
[Subway sounds; tuning her
guitar]
Heidi: You know, the
hustle, just making it
work one way or another.
Heidi: I could never get
an office job.
I mean I could get one,
but I wouldn't last till
lunch so, that's just not
who I am.
SOT (Heidi on the subway
platform): Usually when I
start, I start with an
easy cover&
[Heidi strumming her
guitar]
Heidi: I had just moved to
New York.
I didn't know anyone and I
was forced underground
almost to survive.
Because I thought that was
one thing I can do and
maybe I will make some
money.
[SOT Heidi strumming
guitar and singing: I
heard What are you
waitinfor?
You got to...
Dance, movinto the
music.
Nothins gonna get you
down.
Dance nothins gonna
stop&
Heidi: For the first two
years, its quite a
learning curve down there.
And you're dealing with
everything from homeless
people to cops to crazy
people.
Ive had homeless people
come up and stick their
finger in my ear while I'm
singing.
[Subway sounds]
Heidi: No one gets fought
for a spot.
There are these unspoken
rules that we all just you
just absorb in the first
couple of years about not
setting up on people.
[SOT Heidi talking to
Danny on the platform]
Heidi: How are you?
Heidi: Its hot down here
today.
Danny: Huh?
Heidi: Its warm down
here today.
[SOT Heidi strumming
guitar and singing:
Dance, everyone around me
What are you gonna choose?
When everything expected
is in the wrong direction,
got nothing left to lose&
.
So..]
[Natural SOT: People
applaud and cheer]
Heidi: When it's pure it
reaches people.
And then theyre moved
and then they either
donate, but it's not
always donate, sometimes
its like this, sometimes
its just a nod.
[Acoustic guitar music]
Heidi: I'm super
resourceful.
I tend to make a lot of
things myself.
For a while I was growing
a lot of my vegetables.
I do a lot of things to,
to make it work.
I signed up for focus
groups, I do those
sometimes and I do
voice-overs here and
there.
Heidi: It is tough to go
back under after a slow
day.
I mean you always sort of
take it personally you
just have to get back on
the horse.
[Subway sounds and
acoustic guitar]
Heidi: How its changed.
It's changed.
When I went under first,
there were cell phones but
not everyone had them.
Now.
Wow.
Its crazy.
Everyone has headphones
in.
Everyone has the world in
front of them.
Heidi: You make less now
than you did.
Everyone is just in their
own little world down
there until you can bust
through it takes a lot to
bust through it.
[Subway sounds]
Heidi: The magic that
happens down there -- it
s humanity.
Heidi: I remember I was on
a train once and
performing and a man in a
business suit, I went to
pass the hat and he said,
you know, Good luck!
I hope, you know, you make
it out of here.
And I was like, I'm
not trying to go
anywhere,and he said, he
looked at me with an odd
look and I said, there's
a lot of freedom down
here,and he just stopped
and he looked at his feet
and he said, Oh my god.
Freedom,he said.
I could use some of
that.
[SOT: Heidi and Danny
singing and playing
guitar: Crazy love
Danny singing: She gives
me love, oh, oh, yeah.
Such a crazy love, yeah.
Heidi and Danny:
Crazy love.
]
[SOT: Crowd cheers and
applauds]
[Subway sounds]