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How can I find my way in this impenetrable darkness? How can a few words from a psalm that I say upon waking be all I need to begin again, after I have been worn down to almost nothing by acedia? The danger in lowering one\u2019s standards, with acedia, is that one might accommodate oneself to less and less, until one is lowered right out of existence. So I will attempt a bit more and turn to Psalm 90, which poignantly addresses my present condition. Now that my beloved grandparents and father are gone, and my mother is ninety years of age, I need more than ever the solace of its opening verses: \u201cO Lord, you have been our refuge \/ from one generation to the next. \/ Before the mountains were born \/ or the earth or the world brought forth, \/ you are God, without beginning or end.\u201d<\/p>\n

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“Poetry — psalms and hymns — can offer as a remedy for the human tendency to take refuge in indifference.”
\n Psalms Frontispiece by Donald Jackson. The Saint John’s Bible.<\/em> <\/strong><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<\/div>\n

I also need the psalm\u2019s shift from exultation to ultimate realism: \u201cOur span is seventy years, \/ or eighty for those who are strong. \/ And most of these are emptiness and pain. \/ They pass quickly and we are gone.\u201d Savoring this stark truth in a holy book, I am better able to confront my acedia, and ask myself why I am so willing to waste time, as if it were not a gift, mindlessly consuming and discarding my precious mortal life. I can pray, with the psalmist: \u201cMake us know the shortness of our life \/ that we may gain wisdom of heart.\u201d I may feel lost and weary, but these words provide hope. If the life of faith, like depression, is a cycle of exile and return, I am a prodigal become a pilgrim, if only I can come to my senses and remember to turn toward home. \u2026<\/p>\n

A way where there is no way; this is what God, and only God, can provide. This is salvation, which in Hebrew means to widen or make sufficient. As we move from death to life. We experience grace, a force as real as gravity, and are reminded of its presence in the changing of the seasons, and in the dying of the seeds from which new life emerges, so that even our deserts may bloom. It permeates the very language we use, and we are fortunate indeed that our words are far wiser than we are. Any poet knows that they can spark with new meaning, even years after we have written them, and tell us what we most need to know. Poetry might not seem like much in an unjust and violent world, in which acedia tempts us to give up on the fight for something better. But poetry — psalms and hymns — can offer as a remedy for the human tendency to take refuge in indifference.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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