As a kid, I lived through several turning points for America, events that had a real impact on history: the beginning of the Space Race, the Cuban Missile Crisis, the escalation in Vietnam. It was hard to appreciate their uniqueness at the time, but one nice thing about getting older is that you have enough perspective to recognize a "historic moment" as it's happening--you can reflect on it in the present. So it is now with the final flight of the space shuttle.
Although American astronauts will still go into orbit, they'll have to hitch a ride with the Russians. We're outsourcing human spaceflight, which is somewhat ironic given that it was our fear and distrust of the Russians that got America into space in the first place.
I've always believed that exploring space is something worth doing, so I'm ambivalent about this. Certainly the shuttle has plenty of negatives: it's expensive and inherently dangerous. That's why the Columbia Accident Investigation Board recommended that it should not keep flying indefinitely.
There's also the question of its larger purpose. The shuttle can't explore new frontiers and distant worlds; it's a taxi, an SUV for moving people and stuff to low earth orbit.
I think that's why I never really felt passionately about the shuttle. I grew up watching Mercury, Gemini, and Apollo launches. Each seemed to do a bit more, go a bit farther--an inspired, and inspiring, steady progression toward eventually landing on the Moon.
The Moon--what a goal! Bold, daring, ambitious. Who cared what politics originally motivated it? For the first time ever, someone would leave our planet and journey to another world. The endeavor seemed noble, and the vast distances and extreme difficulties lent it a monumental scale.
And no part of Apollo seemed as monumental as the Saturn V moon rocket. Weighing thousands of tons, it would rise off the earth and propel three men to a speed of seven miles per second. Everything about it defied the imagination: too big for any road, its stages had to be moved by barge...the building to assemble it was so cavernous it had its own weather inside...the giant crawler that moved it could carry it miles and climb up a hill without tipping it more than a few inches...on and on.
Compared to this, the shuttle seemed boring and pedestrian. Smaller and less powerful, it wouldn't visit other worlds. Even its name acknowledged lesser expectations; it would simply "shuttle" back and forth between the earth and some nearby orbit, never venturing more than a few hundred miles from the planet--not a journey so much as a commute.
But my perspective on the shuttle changed. Making the Nova show Hubble's Amazing Rescue, I was lucky enough to spend two years following the astronauts and engineers working on the final repair of the Hubble Space Telescope.
With that experience, I got to know more. I spent time with people who work on and fly the shuttle. I got to see one, Atlantis, up close, close enough to touch it. And I saw it launch, carrying seven people who I had gotten to know and like.