In the Interfaith Homeless Outreach Council’s homelessness rehabilitation program, participants are encouraged to confront the internal struggles that led them to addiction and homelessness. As they come face-to-face with their inner demons, it becomes harder to stay in the program.
It's a no tolerance program,
zero alcohol.
I had to be saved 4 times in
the past year.
It's an everyday fight with
the demons.
We randomly test and if their
urine comes up dirty then
they're automatically
terminated.
I told him,
you have opened up Pandora's
box.
And now it is going to be hard
to close it.
The temptation is always going
to be there, it never leaves.
We just rotate for 28 weeks.
The men load their cots up,
all their belongings and move
them to the next congregation.
(singing)
I think the men don't like it
because they get to one
location.
Things are going well and then
they have to move again.
(singing)
We got four more churches to
go to,
and after that we are on our
own.
[Beep beep from truck backing
up.]
The church we are at this week
is Collingswood Presbyterian.
This is where we come in every
day at 4:30 since they don't
have a shower here this is
what you're forced to use for
2 weeks.
90% of time that is what you
have to use to get clean.
There are 7 of us in the
program still.
That's a lot of people to wash
out of a sink, but,
it sure beats the alternative
of the streets.
Bill, he is a good person.
It takes a lot to gain any
trust from me.
Me and Mike,
we talk a lot together,
we joke so much.
We have a connection in that
way.
I fell in love with this young
lady.
We were married for like 13
years before she passed away.
Gone.
I kinda got myself back
together again and then I
apparently found someone my
childhood sweetheart and we
took up and got married and
life was good again.
Beautiful.
Then,
one day her son went down to
the park.
He's playing basketball and
his ball went into the lake.
She dived in the lake and she
never came back.
She drowned.
So guess what happened.
Back to the bottle.
So I went to California,
here comes again,
I am with a girl and we are
together five years.
Don't you know,
she had a heart attack.
Three times.
This time full blown drunk.
Drunk as a skunk everyday.
And of course homeless.
I have three daughters.
This is my grandkids,
all seven of them.
I love you.
My mom you
know passed away,
very young from alcohol.
Me and my husband don't drink.
There's just no drinking at
all.
This is me, my sister Rachel,
this is my sister Stephanie.
I don't have my mom because of
that and my father was hurt by
it.
Him having to try to raise
three girls on his own was
very difficult.
It's just been a lot of
heartbreak, depression,
and he's always looked to
alcohol.
The difference with the
program is,
it's not just about housing.
It's about even spiritually
changing him.
He's always liked to sing.
So when we got to
St. Michael's Lutheran in
Cherry Hill,
he got invited to come to
choir rehearsal.
I'm glad that he's found a
spiritual connection.
It's really helping him stay
sober.
I've been pretty good, zero,
zero, zero on everything.
I know my triggers.
I just prefer to not be around
people.
When you are being babied for
weeks at a time,
if you are an independent
person, ah well,
it'll start to get to you.
We are only as sick as our
secrets and a lot of these men
bring a lot of secrets.
Every morning when Mike signed
out in parentheses he put
"work," but, Friday,
he put "life."
Mike
got up for work one day and
never returned.
We all hope he is safe.
The hardest part of it is
losing people.
Me and him,
we were real tight.
It's a piece of your heart
that breaks off because you're
used to being with somebody to
go through this journey with
you.
Things went downhill for me.
We go over to buy beer and
we'd sit in the lot,
get drunk, and go to sleep.
I kept on living in the past
till now.
At the end it gets crazy,
'cause now we are trying to
find a place for everybody to
live.
I put together this
spreadsheet so that we could
track down some housing for
you.
It's just not enough housing
out there.