Speaker I grew up in Georgia. And didn’t know much about art, you know, there was a small museum, but otherwise there wasn’t much art around.
Speaker So the only art that I knew was art that came into the house in the cover of magazines, you know, Saturday Evening Post and Norman Rockwell or Life and look magazines where there was some and Andrew Wyeth articles. So that’s the only way I knew what, you know, art was or contemporary art was. And there was also Salvador Dali and Picasso and things like that. But and maybe Jackson Pollock. But it was it was the way I thought really I connected with because it just had a resonance for me, even as a small child. So basically, I grew up liking Norman Rockwell and Andrew Wyeth. Then as I got later on in high school, my one of my English teachers gave me my name is Asher Lev, which is a book by. And what Asher left does is Asher goes off to to Florence to study art. So I didn’t know any better. I was 18 and didn’t know what to do, so I just did what the fictional character and she left it. So I went to Florence and I was in Florence. I was studying, you know, just drawing at the feet and drawing, you know, sculptures, Michelangelo’s David and stuff. And I met some of the expatriate painters there and been long. I studied with Ben Long, who taught me how to draw over about five months. He just sat me down in front of a route or a skull and just had me draw these things where it was just learning patience, really. And just to see that was and he was studying with Pietro Antigoni at the time. So the time came when I had to go back to America and I was asking around who I might be able to study with when I went back to America so that the expatriate painters there, several of them, one day we were in a restaurant and they gave me a list and I started writing it down and they gave me a list of maybe about 10, 10 realist painters in America at the time. So this was the early 70s. So there were not a lot of people practicing representational painting, realistic painting in America at that time. So this was that was about that short. And Andrew Wyeth was on the top of the list. And there were there were others down not far below that that I was also interested in. And some I knew and some I didn’t know. But so when I came back to America, I was in Georgia and I when I moved to Philadelphia, one of the reasons I moved to Philadelphia, I got accepted actually in Philadelphia College of Art. But also one of the reasons I moved there was because Andrew Wyeth was there and just outside Philadelphia. So I shortly after I arrived, I called information for oneone and I asked, you know, like Andrew Wyeth, please. And they gave me his phone number and I called Andrew Wyeth on the phone. And I remember it well, he he picked up the phone and you could hear the dishes washing in the background behind him. They were in the kitchen there at the meal, I suppose. And you could hear that that’s was washing dishes in the sink. And they were sort of talking as he was also talking to me. And I said, you know, I’m Bookmarklet, I want to study with you. And he was like, oh, I don’t take students, but you can come out tomorrow and come visit me. So I, I borrowed a friend’s car, you know, I only had a bike. I was eighteen and I so I borrowed this car and I drove out to Chatsworth and I went to Hanks’ at the corner of one Route 100, and I asked where Andrew Wyeth lived. And so they, you know, send me a mile down Route 100 to to the house, to the mill. And I go up and I, you know, real long hair and a beard and I look like Rasputin or somebody or Tolstoy or someone. And I go up and I knock on the wooden door, you know, that wouldn’t have to work. Knock on the door and Betsy opens the top happened and she looks at sort of frightened and sort of terrifying looking young figure. And and I and I say, I came here to see Andrew. I have a meeting. I have an appointment.
Speaker And she said, he’s not here and I don’t know where he is.
Speaker And she sort of closed the door and chased me off. And I was, you know, I was eighteen. I was very vulnerable and I didn’t know how things worked in the world.
Speaker And I was just like, oh, you know, I’ve been like, rebuffed, you know, like we had a meeting and he didn’t show up. And so what I didn’t know was that his studio was on the other side, fruit one, you know, just a few blocks behind the brand new one. And that I missed that that meeting because I didn’t know the right place. If I got in the studio, I would have met him. Then we would have hung out and no telling what would have happened. But I instead I went back to Philadelphia and went to the Insane Academy of Fine Art and studied privately with Nelson Shanks and some others. And and so I I learned to paint more the way that I did, the way that I think. And so while I was at the Pennsylvania Academy, I, Andrew Wyeth, came to the school several times, it was it was the 70s and Jamie and Jamie had a show, Jamie White had a show at the Pennsylvania Academy at that time. Andrew had had a one person show in the 60s there. And so Andy was around. They were the People Club, which was a little restaurant downstairs on Chestnut Street, which is now that was the Belgravia Hotel. But it was the playhouse back then. And that’s all the students had studios there. And Andy, someone someone can run right down the hall. Each student had private studios. And so I was in my studios at one time, had been hotel rooms. So there were nice big, you know, their bathrooms and everything. So weren’t someone’s running down the halls and Andrew’s downstairs and he was downstairs.
Speaker And the teachers had told us at the time not to like Wyeth, like the teachers at the Pennsylvania Academy had taught us that he was just at best perhaps a good draftsman, that he wasn’t a real artist. Real painters paint and a painter. Liwei And you know, at the time, most of the painters at the Pennsylvania Academy were abstract painters, more abstract expressionist type painters, as well as the whole art trend at the time was throughout the whole art world. And so but I had I’d still admired why. And so I went running down stairs and found that he was going into the pool club next door, going in with Jamie and some other people. And and I ran up to him and sort of forced my way into the crowd and say, Mr. Wyeth, Mr. Wyeth, I bogart that I love your work and shake shake his hand. And then I go straight up to upstairs and to my studio in the hallway. There’s a there’s a phone, a payphone. I take out a quarter and I call my mom down in Georgia.
Speaker And she reminded me of years later because I forgot she and she said that I said I’ll never wash my hands again because I remember the way he grabbed it with it back then. He still had that, you know, his hand was real small and tight from from the.
Speaker That ailment is a version of carpal tunnel. It’s something that like as well, I gave it to certain people get that sort of closes up real small. So when he grabbed my hand, he sort of grabbed it like that. I remember it so clearly, but I promised I’d never wash my hands again. So then I went on and graduated from Pennsylvania Academy and Art School in Philadelphia was very small, you know, as opposed to if I’d gone to New York and I had children. So the reason I was in Philadelphia was because I could go to a good school and they had a yard and it just felt ergonomic. And for me and I loved art history there. But when I graduated from Pennsylvania Academy, I had some success in Philadelphia and.
Speaker I was probably of the mind at that time that having been indoctrinated by the Pennsylvania Academy, that Wyeth was a good draftsman but not a great artist. So I’d sort of been brainwashed, isn’t the right word, but taught and but I went on and made my way and got got a gallery in New York and I slowly started to show in New York and had more and more success. And then. At one point I was having a show, I think it was 1991.
Speaker That I had a show that got a negative review and The New York Times.
Speaker And it was you know, it was hard because you’re reading it and it’s like the worst review you’ve ever read. And then it’s you realize it’s your review.
Speaker But sometime later, I got a call from the wires and apparently they’ve seen the review. And whether they knew of my work or not, I’m not sure at that point. I had some small renown around Philadelphia, but it’s hard to say. But what I what they did do was they called me and they invited me out to transform.
Speaker When I learned was that they were often very supportive of young artists and very supportive of people that they wanted to encourage. And Betsy sort of took them on as projects. I didn’t know that at the time, but I was in the process of becoming a project, I think. So we’re we’re looking at my catalog and they’re looking and I am being so polite and so nice. And then but I was still a little bit of the mindset of, you know, Andrew Wyeth’s, you know, with childhood heroes. I was great to meet him, but he’s not like a great artist. And that’s he’s looking at it and she sees, oh, I see here in your your bio that she’s very thorough, like an eagle eye. And she says, I see here in your bio that you went to the film school.
Speaker And I said, yeah, I went to New York Academy. I mean, I went to I’m sorry. I went to.
Speaker NYU, New York University.
Speaker Yeah, I would invite you to film and I antisense here, it says I went to NYU and so she’s saying, oh, you make films. And I say, Yeah, but I had not ever really made a film before. I just made those shorts in school. And so she said, well, I want to make a film on Andrew Wood.
Speaker Would you help me? And I’m like, Yeah, I’ll definitely help you. Mainly because because of the bad review, New York Times paintings is a step. So so I needed to do something. And and, you know, being a painter for for ten years or maybe 15 years.
Speaker But I had not been to a point where paintings weren’t selling.
Speaker So all of a sudden I was able to move into a white world and for the longest time that we rented a big Steenbeck. And so we were we were looking at old footage, old eight. Mm mm. We were looking all these all the footage from everything that had been done. And I remember very clearly one day I was sitting there looking at some footage which had some of Andy’s paintings on it. It was from our CBS Sunday Morning or something like that, one of the CBS programs. And I’m looking at this footage and I think that’s how we worked when she first hired me. We worked every day together in the schoolhouse in Jansport, and she was over at the desk doing some you know, Betsy was incredible. She she made all the books. She made all the films. I mean, she made curated all the exhibitions. I mean, Andrew Wyeth would not be Andrewartha Betsy. He he would just be a painter painting paintings out in the fields. And, you know, no one would know of him and who he was, but she was the one that was very strict on him and very forced him to, as she would say, work on it until it couldn’t be better. And I think that charged him because he painted for her especially early on, so he would bring a painting home and show it to her proudly and hang it on the wall in the middle, and they would work on a title together for days or evenings when they would both be back home from work. But anyway, so that Betsey was sitting behind me working on something, she had three by five cards on the table and she was really working on the next book, whereas it was I was over here reviewing footage and I remember the day clearly.
Speaker I was looking at this painting on the on the film, on the screen, and I thought it’s a pretty good painting.
Speaker Went on to the next one. That’s a good morning to. To the next painting. Damn, that’s a really good painting.
Speaker And slowly, slowly, I got deprogrammed by just looking at the paintings, looking at the work and realizing that what I’ve been taught wasn’t true, that he actually is a master painter.
Speaker These paintings are great paintings. And so I had to relearn it on my own. And I got an indoctrinated and said, well, you get reincarnated.
Speaker So I got. Just my eyes were opened, the scales fell off my eyes and I was able to see clearly that these were great paintings again, and then it was like I started looking at all of this incredible. He’s a great painter. And I just just then I was suddenly turned on and, like, charged and I got it. And I was in wholeheartedly, even though it was unpopular to like, wait, why was it so quiet?
Speaker Well. Martina Hamilton was a gallery owner. Maybe she still is a gallery owner in New York. There was there was a gallery in New York who. Had an artist, Odden Airdrome from Europe, who was coming over to America back in the 80s, who was just starting to get popular in America at that time, he was on the cover of Art News and they did a big story on him. I think Art in America did a story. And I think that the story goes from this colorist that she was with him when they were doing the interviews and they asked Najem who his favorite painters were.
Speaker And he said, well, Andrew Wyeth. And the review were stopped and she said, excuse me, don’t say that I won’t say anything, I won’t write that down. Now, who else?
Speaker So it just in the art world, Andrew Wyeth was thought of as a sort of a. Regionalist or sort of a downhome painter at the time, and maybe just the populism of it, you know, because he was so popular and I think Andy, in a way, was affected by. I think Andy was affected by. All of the imitators and his reputation was affected by all of the imitators, so you had all of these people painting bad barn paintings and bad landscapes with detailed grass and.
Speaker People started to think of that as what Wyeth was. And never and not actually looking at the real paintings to go back to the source. But, you know, he’s original, he was extremely original.
Speaker I created a show in Philadelphia in the 90s, I think, at the Moore Gallery, and it was a small commercial gallery, but. I asked all my favorite painters in Philadelphia to submit work, and so, you know, all of you know Nelson Shanks and Randall Jackson and Martha Urlacher and Sidney Goodman and all of the painters that were there. It was an excellent combination of people, Jamie Wyeth, Andrew White and others. And so he brought everything together. And it was amazing to me how. Andrew is painting stood out because it was so totally different, it was like every other painting in the whole show, including mine, looked like a painting is what you expected it would be. It had all the elements of a painting, a good composition, good color, well painted oil paint. But Andys was like just. The competition was a little off. The contrast was so stark, it was like just such an original thing and Jamie’s to that. When Jamie submitted to us, it was just like outside this whole world of what we think of is, you know, acceptable painting. But they both were representational, but they just had their own quality that that made them different. Highly original. It’s sort of the fact that it was sort of not self taught, because Andy knows everything about painting. I mean, he he studied all painting. He knew all painting. You know, it was rare. You could throw something out there that he didn’t know. So there were some contemporary people I talked to him about, like I’d dream he didn’t know I was interested. So I talked to him and introduced them and they became good close friends. I talked about Mark Tanzy, some of the other sort of post-modern people that did he didn’t know about at all. But that that was really interesting to be able to sort of bring some ideas to him. And they brought things to me. I mean, Betsy was always giving me books. People would give them art books. And Betsy kept nothing like if it wasn’t Andrew, why didn’t keep didn’t stay in the house. So she would give me a book that somebody had given to them. Sort of introduced me to new people, to photographers like Gertrude Cosby or. And Lucian Freud, I think she was a real big omission for you or somebody giving them some Lucian Freud books and they gave them to me and all the Ingrid Bergman films, everyone she had on video. So she gave me all of the Ingrid Bergman films, Ingmar Ingmar Bergman films, gave them all to me on VHS to get to know.
Speaker And of course, I knew about it.
Speaker That’s quite a storytelling in the.
Speaker So I’m wondering if you got to know, Andrew, through the making of the film, was that life after the pages together where you became sort of more became.
Speaker Is that a good description of what the relationship was, Denner?
Speaker Even though I had met Andy and Betsey together. It was a while before Betsy really let me spend that much time with Andy, I don’t remember how long, six months, eight months, a year maybe of me going out there and working with Betsy every day. I was sort of like her thing. It was an amazing time because it was it was 1991, it was not too many years after the Helga’s story, it broke. And so. I felt like Betsey’s sort taking me under a wing, but I was also like her, I was our project but like. Her special thing, and so I spent every day with her, and when Carolyn died, Carolyn and is what Nat died and then Carolyn died and when I think that was the order. And then when Carolyn died, his brother and sister and his brother and sister, when they died, all of a sudden the house was inside his studio was sort of then vacant and the house was was empty. So we went over and sort of cleaned up. And but before we did that, Betsy went over and went up to the studio up above and see my studio. And she saw Helga. And she can I can tell me that was the first time she’d seen how. Now, whether that’s true or not, I’m not sure, but she sure told me the story as if it were true and it was interesting how, you know, I’ll just tell you, just Mannu, it was interesting how hurt she was. Like seeing Helga.
Speaker He’ll get aged from the years when he painted her back in the 70s, but there was definitely the the the pain was still really much on the surface of the events of what had happened and.
Speaker And I think that that’s he had become more reclusive during those those years, not gone on as much, not made public appearances because it wasn’t shame, it’s just embarrassment or, you know, she just kept it more private and she’d gone inward. And so I was there to spend that time with her when during those years of part of those years of the privacy. And as I as she didn’t really want me spending too much time with Andy at first because we were working on the project together. And then once I guess I was sort of vetted and she felt like it was safe, then time had come. She told me that I could schedule an interview with Andy and he didn’t want to just sit down and talk. Never would he just sit there. That would be a waste of time. So he wanted to walk around. So you remember the circumstances around getting blankets to walk around in the snow?
Speaker And a.
Speaker Got to remember that Lynn had like tennis issues and it snowed like he was slipping and sliding, doing some extra special camera work, but it’s kind of nice.
Speaker It’s got a nice feel about it. I mean, that’s what I learned about Andrew. You know, what I know now really applies to that footage of him walking down.
Speaker That’s right. What he did. Yeah. So that’s why I’m doing this quote.
Speaker It was so great. Not so great at the time. I was like, you know, we didn’t have a steady we didn’t have a way to do it. And I thought it was going to be, you know, very tricky. But I said, yes, we have we can do it that way because that’s what Andy wanted to do and it’s the only way he wanted to do it. But it did, I mean, informed that whole film, Snow Hill, and we were lucky to to do that. But that day was one of the, you know, first days I spent that much time with it. I mean, I met him a few times, but that day, walking around Kerner’s, you know, when we shot Snow Hill, was that one of the first things I spent that much time with? And we got along really well. I mean, it was always a very natural, never forced relationship.
Speaker It was like just best friends because. He always said that he appreciated what I did, which, you know, meant a lot. It really helped cure me from the criticisms that I’ve had and the Times, but because I respected him so much. And so for him to say that really helped bolster me up. But I think that. It was a mutual respect, and I was so in all of what he had done and so that one scene, when I I ask him, I remember the question. I said, how do you stay motivated day in and day out?
Speaker And that’s when he answered, yes, I’ll be going along and see a piece of barbed wire and a piece of horse’s main stucco. You know, just give me going.
Speaker I just thought, I mean, it blew me away when he said it and it still blows me away to think about because I mean, in this fast paced world as fast, you know, to second edit world, you know, have the wherewithal to be able to.
Speaker Slow down enough. To pay attention to piece of Baqubah, a piece of horse has been stuck on it and to even care or to be inspired by that, I mean, that’s the kind of that’s where it was like a Zen master.
Speaker He would just go out every day, you know, go out and get in his jeep.
Speaker I remember one time I was out there in Chatswood working on the film. After a year or two, that film took forever for me because I was doing my first film. We were I was over in the granary that he had put me over in the granary, which was the studio that she had built for Andy, which he didn’t want on there on the property of the mill. He stayed in the schoolhouse, the other schoolhouse across Route one. I was there in the granary and it was early. You know, I’d get there early and it was snowy. And I look out the window, the granary, and I see Andy walking in the snow. He’s walking across near the mill dam because the, you know, the Brandywine River in the snow. And he walks out there and I see him stop. He’s looking down.
Speaker He looks down at this dead deer in the snow and he’s just looking at it for. Minutes.
Speaker I keep thinking maybe it’s going to get a piece of paper or something. Got to sketch it and looks at his hands behind his back the way he always walked and looked down.
Speaker And eventually after like 10 minutes of just being present with that animal, he walked back, got in his jeep, drove on to the studio, what he would do is every day he would just walk out of his house and be wide awake and he would start looking.
Speaker And he would be awake in the world and he would sometimes he wouldn’t even get down at the end of his driveway. I mean, he would drive halfway down his driveway and that you would just pull off the side of the road and he’d go and start drawing some fence posts that somebody had put up. You know, there were making a fence or something.
Speaker And then if if he still liked it, if he didn’t get to the end of it, if he if he didn’t get sated by just drawing it throughout the morning, sunlight was hitting it coming across the Brandywine Valley.
Speaker Then the next day, he would stop and do a watercolor, even that that that morning still he would do watercolor. And then if he was still interested in it, he would, you know, bring the panel and start doing a tempura until he. And he wasn’t.
Speaker He wasn’t.
Speaker You know, all the Mimecast, all the copier’s imitators, you know, they would paint something to have a rural feel, you know, like an old barn. But but he knew that tree that that fence post had come from. You know, he knew where it came from. And the guy that cut it down and cut it into a fence because he knew the guy that strung the barbed wire, he knew the horse that he got the horse on the barbed wire. You know, he knew the name of all these people. He was spending his life. He wasn’t just, you know, making. I’ve already seen, as he was saying, you know, he was actually painting his life and tapping into it, looking deeply into it, every aspect of it. He wasn’t afraid to look at every aspect of things, but he had such, you know, when he would look at you. I don’t know if other people have talked about this, but when Andy would look at you, you could not hide. His eyes were so crystal and blue clear, and they would look straight through the looks like they looked through the back of your soul. And you if you aren’t clear he was seeing it, it encouraged a kind of clarity in you by him seeing it’s like light seeing you.
Speaker I can’t think of anybody else I’ve ever experienced like that I have that sort of highly attuned people, but I’ve never met anyone else that was alive in the world the way he was.
Speaker Can I ask you to read for, like, determinism, which is a screening a little country, so they go that zone that you talked about here, in particular the squeaking zone not but sort of like.
Speaker Well, two things.
Speaker One is that it’s amazing to me that the task force was continually emotionally and creatively replenishing just as opposed to a piece of everything new.
Speaker But did he ever articulate to you like what his goal was with each day and about staying friends and that kind of clarity about what it took to be that? Was that just as natural?
Speaker They were creatures of habit, and I think that he was in the habit of working and working for him was looking. And seeing and being present, and that’s how that’s why I compare him to Zen master, because he was present in the world. And. He didn’t get distracted.
Speaker You know, he didn’t title paintings, I mean, he himself didn’t title paintings. I mean, there were rare exceptions, but I think he did. But for the most part, he looked so it was a wordless experience. He wasn’t naming things, so he wasn’t conceptualizing. And I think that’s a huge divide between what he was doing and what the rest of the art world was doing. We were trying at the Pennsylvania Academy. We were trained at the Pennsylvania Academy to come up with an idea and then to figure out how to illustrate it or to paint it or to make it a reality, how to manifest it, finding models, photographs, whatever, didn’t matter. But so it was an idea. He worked the other way.
Speaker He worked by looking and seeing and being present.
Speaker And that had led to something so what he would say is if you sit there long enough, a life will appear.
Speaker So he’d go out and sit on the riverbank, start. Just he would say.
Speaker Paint what you’re excited by, so anything that excites you is a key as a way you have to trust that. And so he would go he’d like the way the light was hitting a tree on the riverbank. So he’d go and sit and start drawing that light, hitting the tree on the riverbank. And then if he is still involved with it and engage with it and excited by it, he would start water coloring it. And then he would disappear, what he’d say is he would say, this is you may have heard this, but he would say you have to be like a pair of floating eyes. You have to be like a pair of floating eyes, which meant, I think, that you don’t exist. The ego doesn’t exist, you’re only seeing you’re seeing with clarity and with with pure vision, and so therefore you disappear. And so when you’re disappeared, the fox doesn’t mind walking right up in front of you because you’re not there. And you can paint that fox right in front of you on the riverbank and everything else, all nature starts to come back and it’s all there present for you because your present nature in a way that’s not threatening or your one with it.
Speaker That was a special gift, mainly it’s habit, because its habit was to go out every day and be in the world. As you said, you know, as he would say. He didn’t waste his time, you know. He didn’t fritter it away, he worked, but that work was. Second, nature is almost like the product that we value now and look at with such. Reverence was actually just a record of him being present.
Speaker So.
Speaker He would say be like a pair of floating eyes and he would say.
Speaker Taking a break from.
Speaker There’s a lot more, I’m sure, and not absolutely not capable of handling it, and it’s just when you think about what he was able to do there with those. Humans, you know, just like become part of their family. It is remarkable.
Speaker Yeah, good. So he’d say it it has to have an edge. And he never explained what that meant to me, but basically I think what it meant was that there has to be something about it that’s different. You can’t just keep on making things that have been made before. And so, you know, he constantly found that edge where he was.
Speaker Doing something that just turn the screw a little bit, and as you know, it’s like it had familiarity because it looked like a scene that we knew, but then it had something, you know, very different going on.
Speaker And every painting has most of great. All of his great paintings have that.
Speaker But even as NCW said, you know, even the smallest little wash of something has greatness in it, if it’s done by the hand that it’s fully engaged, so and so you see that in Andy, you know, some quick little ink wash or some quick little slap of the paint has this quality that it’s fully aware of, the whole this whole system of of being so, you know, there’s no one else that can pull off this little momentary slap dash things that that that whole the whole energy of the idea, of the feeling of the mood of the thing the way he did and could.
Speaker You like that line up, so we get interesting as well. But this line. The Hill, he says, because the person he drove and then.
Speaker What kind of time did you have together? You actually are painting together where you would be going to work and build, so.
Speaker Yeah, so. And did you like the. Yeah, we got yeah, he loved the film, he loves snow, and he thought that it was the the best thing that had been done on him, you know, and and he said it was because it was from an artist’s point of view. And it was you know, it was it was such great material, though. I mean, it’s hard to go from such great material. So I was just joking. The subject matter, subject matter, subject matter. But we got closer as the film started to wind down. I mean, I think because he was no longer like a subject for me to be working with and I no longer had to please Betsi and and deliver, which I think we did. And I think they were happy and we were happy. But after that, the summer that it started to change was 1995 when we were finished with the film. But we didn’t have distribution yet. And I was Betsi invited me up to the island in Maine because Andrew had had hip replacement surgery. So he wasn’t out on the island. He couldn’t come out whether he was in Port Clyde in Cushing, he was in Cushing. And so I had never been I’d been to Maine. I’d been to perhaps network was the home or lived. I’d spend the falls there sometimes, but I’d never been any I’ve never been farther north than that. And I’d never been out to the islands. So I’d never been farther north than that. And I’ve never been farther north in Portland and I’ve never been out to the islands, to MidCoast. And so that’s he invited me out to Allen Island last year where they had she’d built a house. And I’ve watched the process of the house. She called the house and watched the process of that house being built, because when I was working on the film, she showed me photos of it as it was being built on the island. And at the time, I didn’t realise what a feat it was to build something on a on a distant island in Maine. But it was an amazing place to visit. It was magical. You know, Chadds Ford, I only knew Andy through Chadds Ford. I only threw in Andy through the time we’d spent together in transport. And I didn’t know much about Lane at the time, even though I’d been coming since the mid 80s. But I had not been very far out. But when I when I got out to the island, I suddenly saw a completely different world transformed was this magical world, which was the magic of the Brandywine Valley and the history of Howard Pyle and NC Wyeth. And you felt it there. You felt the art history there once you get out to the islands.
Speaker And Betsy wanted me to make another film about Andy and me and the islands, but I was just like so wiped out. I was at that point, too. I mean, I’d want to puke. So I was just ready to paint. I was like I had a little window of time.
Speaker And I just want to be a painter at that point because I’ve been so inspired by Andrew from the years of working on the film. So I was I was painting away. And so she has me out to the island and it’s just me and her. And every night, you know, she brings me to the house for lobster dinner and then sends me back out to my little cottage where I am. And and she gives me a barn on that on Biner Island, a brand new barn that she had just she was always building these different buildings, you know, as Wyeth world that she was creating, always being built. So Andy could be surprised and be inspired by them. So she she said, you can have the barn as your studio. So I spent the summer in that barn making paintings. And I was terrified because every day I would I would bring Aquash back or something back painting a small painting and show it to her. But I knew that it had to be really good or she would tear into it. She had to rip it apart and she’d make you want to kill yourself. There were some close moments on the island. No, she really would. She was just so demanding about quality. That idea of, you know, working into it couldn’t be better. You didn’t show it to her until you got it. As good as it could be.
Speaker Yeah.
Speaker So Andy had suggested to her they had been talking, he was unsure. He has suggested to her that I use some of his watercolors because she was saying I was just doing these small galoshes, so. She gave me his watercolors and gave me his brushes and said, now you go off and do a full sheet of watercolor, you know, you slap it around so. I took the watercolours over to the studio and I was looking around, I couldn’t decide what to paint, so I looked down and the sheep right outside the door, I was going to do some painting of some sheep. I was going to some oil paintings of the sheep. But I looked down and one and just relieved itself right outside the door. And there was a sheep turd sitting there.
Speaker So now, Sean, I do this watercolor, my first watercolor ever of. A beautiful sheep turn in the sunlight, I take it back and I hand the watercolours back and that after that night I handed back and handed the brushes, I say, you tell Andrew Wyatt, this is what I think of his watercolors. Oh, they loved it. They just thought it was a hoot. So I gave her the sheep dirt. That’s my one endeavor and watercolor.
Speaker It’s a difficult medium, very difficult.
Speaker I did want to ask you what is right and why do you think it was such a good year? And before we get to of heart, you were invented by a man. We your battery and card, please. Good time. How are you feeling? I feel fine.
Speaker Need to hydrate first anyway. What was I idea.
Speaker So do not regret ever. Did you ever know regret or do you know of regret ever. He was a chance for an artist and filmmaker. That’s he suggested that I speak with him when we were making Snow Hill, so he has a credit in Snellville.
Speaker I asked him about time he spent with Andy, and he said that he used to paint with Andy all the time and that what an event happened one day that changed his life. And he was painting with Andy along the Brandywine River on the riverbank. And he was over there trying to paint the way Andy painted, you know, with a single hairbrush, like painting every little piece of grass.
Speaker And Andy sitting beside him to his left and Andy sort of making some noises like he’s not exactly happy with the way it’s going. He’s not painting and of starting to make some noises and all of a sudden he looks over and he grabs mud from the riverbank and scrubs it across the bottom and is painting this piece of paper.
Speaker Just they kept on going.
Speaker It kept on working. And in that moment, we realized what Andy was doing that he did. He wasn’t mimicking nature, that he wasn’t copying nature. What he was doing was creating nature. And he was the thing he was working on was the thing. He wasn’t trying to render the mud on the river bank. He just made the river did in two seconds and got it. And from you know, I think he suggested to me that that was it for him. It was a turning point. And he, like, never went back to trying to paint that way again, like he understood something bigger about what art is and what art can be because and he just wasn’t afraid. And you can’t be afraid.
Speaker And the thing that amazed me was how long Andy would work, so I one day when I was out in Maine and I was going out to the island, I’d come early that morning from Rockland. I think I’d come early and I was coming down to their house and cooking and I was going to take the boat out to Betsey’s island. They’d come on shore for some reason. And I was just going to be out there for the day. So I come in in the morning. It’s like 8:00 in the morning. And Andy’s sitting over there with hip replacement, sitting on a chair and he’s drawing the back of their house in Cushing. And he’s working on this drawing. And it’s, you know, it’s this big and he’s working on the lines of the angle of the roof as it comes down and the banister as as it goes and perspective down the back porch.
Speaker And I got to the island, do some things. You know, I talked to Betsy about the film or something and a little bit of business we had to take care of. And then late that day, the latest boat, I get back before it gets dark, I come back. It’s a long day in the summer. And then I come back. And when I get to the dock and I start walking up the yard, I come around the house, you know, not expecting to see Andy.
Speaker He’s still sitting in the same spot. I mean, it’s been 12, 14 hours. He still sat in the same spot, working on the same drawing. I just I couldn’t believe it.
Speaker It was like you didn’t worry about the light changing, you know, the conditions changing. You know, nothing like I mean, had to been a completely different side of the house, but he just, like, kept walking straight through it because he was getting the essence of the thing.
Speaker And when I talked about how exhausting, especially the tempers they would be. So I guess that dedication and concentration that.
Speaker Time’s passing.
Speaker Yeah, and later, I think later it did fewer and fewer tempers, he I was amazed that one of the things that amazed me was how inspired he could be so fast by something. So he always influenced me and always inspired me. I mean, everything he did inspired me. And I see it in my paintings.
Speaker But and I readily acknowledge that and honor that. And hopefully things are damaged and not something else, but. A few times, I know, because I was there, I had some influence on him and it was really humbling, but I remember one time I had done a portrait of my ex-wife in a black fur cap. She bought this porcupine kind of hat and I did a painting of her out in the snow. And it and and he really liked it. I showed it to them and Andy really liked it and and he bought it. He bought it as a gift for Betsi.
Speaker That was on a Saturday, I think.
Speaker And so I was, you know, still going out there and sort of working on on the film, not as a full time, but part time. So I think it was a Thursday that I was out there and I went back to into the schoolhouse and I went around the corner of the kitchen. I peeked into the little bedroom where sometimes Andy would store drawings or paintings that I was working on if he was working near Betsy or near the schoolhouse. And I looked in there and there was a portrait of Betsy wearing a black hat with with black fur sticking out from her head.
Speaker And I just like he just like he just like liked it, owned it and did his own version of it, his 50000 times better than anything I could have ever done. But but it was amazing how when he saw something he liked, he just wasn’t afraid to go to go right at it, you know, and how quick it was. And he’s always said that. He said, if you’re inspired by something, if you’re excited by something, don’t wait. Do it right that moment.
Speaker You know, don’t say, oh, I have an idea, I’ll do that next year, it was like, go right at it, do it right that moment, get started right then. And so, you know, you saw that and he had this finished beautiful watercolor I used to. It was a very cold winter that winter that I was coming out there. Those years, 91, 92, 93, 94, those years were very cold winters, a lot of snow blizzards. And I would come in to Betsey’s and I would shake off my my coat and I’d say it’s a frozen tundra out there. And so she titled the portrait of her in that black hat tundra yudelson.
Speaker In terms of that excitement, you could also get excited by it. But I remember a story about the House of Representatives.
Speaker So I said we’d like get scared of some people and run away and like you would be charged by.
Speaker But the little scared by that, I think that was his own work. So he he he would not look at the work in terms of judging the work he would just keep. When you’re in the middle of doing something you don’t like, stop put it aside and say, how’s this going?
Speaker Because he would say, if you think something’s good when you’re working on it or if you think something’s bad when you’re working on it, you can be guaranteed that it’s bad because you’re thinking about it and you’re judging it. So it’s about staying totally neutral and totally objective because you’re just a pair of eyes. You know, you don’t have the ability to judge whether it’s good or bad. He says. I don’t show any thing to anybody I’m working on because if they like it, it’s a bad thing.
Speaker And if it’s if they don’t like it, it’s a bad thing.
Speaker If they like it, it’s a bad thing, and if they don’t like it, it’s a bad thing. So he would never show anything. And so he did keep his word private and sometimes even brought it for himself. So he would not even want to look at it himself. You know, just scaring me.
Speaker Yes. I talk about taking the pictures out at night, live with them in there, which I think is something I would love to recreate such an amazing image in my head.
Speaker I remember one time I was out there, I had left something at the house that I’d often go to the house. At the end, we would go over and drink at the house, at the mill after a long day’s work. And he had come home from the studio. And Betsy and I would she would usually go home earlier, but she’d go home from the schoolhouse and then I would later join them for dinner at the house and dinner and drinks and and we would talk about our talked about art a lot, talked about what he was working on, talk about my work, talk about what other people were doing and. It was it was always such a great experience to be there and to have those moments where one time he brought home a painting that had been working on the capoulas that painters folie. The house for Howard Powell had that, so he was this painting was of the supposed doctor, Sopo and his wife in bed and he claimed had seen them in bed. So, you know, he would just wander everywhere. The thing about any, he would just wander through everybody’s houses and everything. He owned Chadds Ford. So he he would and it was incredible to be out there because she would be out there. And you would like to look at everything differently, like I have Cornhuskers in here that I, you know, stolen from the cornfields behind.
Speaker Behind where he used to paint because I wanted to have them, because once you’ve seen.
Speaker Things through his eyes, you see the world differently.
Speaker I mean, you can never see things, you can never see turkey buzzards or beautiful grassy hill of dry grass or, you know, jacket on a fence post or a pair of boots just sitting there, a beautiful glint and a lovely woman’s eye or the wrinkles on an old person’s face.
Speaker You can never see those things the same after you’ve seen an Andrew Wyatt. You look at him with a different kind of care and clarity. It changes the way you view the world. And that’s what great art does. Great art changes the way you view the world. And why did that?
Speaker What can Wilbur said was that great art takes your breath away. And we’ll set a great Andrew Wyeth, we take your breath away. And it does and you’re left almost speechless in front of these paintings, you see, you see.
Speaker First, the wonder of how could a human being possibly have done that?
Speaker But secondly, just that the scope of it, the depth of it.
Speaker And you realize after a while he wasn’t, you know, he wasn’t.
Speaker Rendering, which was what sort of we were taught that he did when we were in school, he was tapping into the rhythms of nature so he would look at every blade of grass and paint and render it and look at it and paint it. He looked at the grass he got it is a brush just danced across the surface in the painting and he was painting the rhythms of nature. So he’s tapped into it so he could do it.
Speaker I think you’re absolutely right.
Speaker Yes, let’s do glass to the stream of consciousness. We looked at your slideshow and just about meeting that we were done.
Speaker We were totally done. We had that that film was made. We were set.
Speaker Until something what was it that was remarkable to me, when you’d better be just in action was just taking care. But we’re rolling them again. But as you might expect, I suppose so.
Speaker And that painting that he did and painters following the interior where the old couples in the bed. I was at the White House that night that he brought it on and brought it home from school and hung it on the wall where we had this one wall where he’d usually hang the finished paintings. So this was a tempora and. So we started the process of titling it so as I got to be there to watch this process, which was an amazing process, we would started tossing things out and Andy was as involved as Betsi or I. As you know. His would be something like morning star, there’s a star out the window, a planet rising or something, you know, in mind would be something, you know, inane. But I don’t know if we got it the first night. I don’t remember how many. I think it took three nights. So we would you know, I’d be over at the house having dinner and we’d be drinking. And sometimes Andy would be drawing and.
Speaker Finally.
Speaker One night I was sitting there sort of speechless, just looking at it. We were sort of tapped out.
Speaker We had a little wine and not and nailed what the idea was.
Speaker And Betsey walks around the corner from the kitchen.
Speaker I think she’s still got a dishrag towel drying towel, and she she looks at us and she looks at the painting and she says.
Speaker Marriage.
Speaker And as soon as she said marriage ended, I looked at it and the whole painting just changed, it went from being a painting about two people in bed with a window and a landscape to. How difficult a relationship can be and how it just it took it to a whole nother place with one word, and that was what was great about Betsey. I mean, she was a master at finding that thing that broke it into another realm, helped give it the edge, because the concept, the right side of the brain was then married with the left side of the brain, the left side. The brain was then married to the right side of the brain. So you had this whole thing, concept and vision. And so and it’s been all this time working on the painting. I was wild about the painting, but after it had its title, which we all agreed was perfect. Because the isolation, the man’s barely alive, he’s looking out the window, barely waking up or falling asleep, the woman looks dead. She’s like there like this, just like stiff rigor mortis. And this is a perfect thing about a relationship. So I happen to make the comment and I say, you know, I love the pain, I love the figures. I love the way it’s the window and everything and everything is perfect. But, you know, I’m thinking the carving on the bed. There’s this giant headboard. The carving is a little distracting. Like, do you think that maybe you could just put a wash over it, like just like knock down because he had this highly glossed, like black lacquer, almost headboard, which I’m sure was really there. And he said, oh, that was the whole reason I started the painting. I was excited by the headboard and I said, well, you. Yeah, I like it. I like it. But just like, do you think maybe you could just knock down those highlights because they’re so white compared to everything else? Well, next time I saw the painting, which is like about three weeks later. Headboard go completely go all this work that you put into all this detail, I mean, all these woodcarving, every little piece of wood was was defined just he just painted right over. There’s no headboard in the paint anymore. It has no headboard in that painting. And it’s funny how I was after that. I was always so much more careful what I said because. You look at the painting now, you if you didn’t know that headboard had ever been there, it it you know, it focuses on the two people, which is the story. But there was that third element, it was the window, the figures in this thing going on above their heads like a dream almost, that was part of the original idea. But anyway, so I was so much more careful because I had I had ideas about his paintings that there were times when I wanted to say things.
Speaker I think I think I told Helga, but I’m not sure now. But I told Helga and I’m trying to remember that.
Speaker The figure in the drawing of Naiad was a little funky.
Speaker On the one where she’s in the tree and love the painting of her in the tree because it was like my painting Leviathan, he said great minds think alike. And he was and he loved the fact that we’ve done those exactly the same time because it was a finger in a tree that looked like a whale. He was super excited by that. And he just he was like, we did the same thing because I did a guy in a whale.
Speaker And I made the comment to somebody. I was very careful about how I did it. And this is what I’m trying to remember.
Speaker Now, if I funnel it through hell, I don’t remember saying it directly to Andy, but next thing I knew that that figure was out of that painting. And it’s a lot better as a beautiful creature. But there was something about the way your feet hit the ground. It was almost a little bit, you know, just was the drawing with the loft or something, but. And he was always so brave of trying things, so, you know, he was just so brave that you didn’t have any fear when it came to trying something. Some of the late paintings like so, you know, this is another influence. But I just want to go through these three because there’s like three or four right there together and then we get out of that. But but there was he looked at my sketchbooks all the time and he liked to mark the sketchbooks are the ones he liked. He liked the march mark the the pages that he liked. But I had one of my an idea that I had him actually sitting in an airplane, looking out the window. And my mind was very definitively influenced by Norman Rockwell because Norman Rockwell had done early painting of an old woman sitting with some stuff on her lap, looking out an airplane window back when airplanes were just, you know, commercial airlines were just getting started. So I’d done this drawing and then he did this great painting of Betsy looking out the plane window. It kind of.
Speaker And so. What’s that painting called, you know, is it not?
Speaker That is that’s his world, right? Is it the heavens?
Speaker Has it changed tiles a few times? I’m not sure what it’s called now. It was heavens to Betsy for a while.
Speaker And then maybe. Anyway, I think that’s it for that.
Speaker So you did bring up Miss Helgi and I want to know what what you think. What did she do? I mean, they laugh and you fill in your film and you have this great smile about her.
Speaker Yeah, well, that’s he didn’t really want me to interview Helga.
Speaker It was sort of a territory that she didn’t want me to to touch, but she did want to. Helga, paintings in the film Snow Hill. So I’ve been there long enough in Chadds Ford to know that the BETSI would like the film if we made it great and I felt like that it would be very hard to have the film Snow Hill without some presence of Helga to just show the paintings and just like whitewash it. So I hadn’t met Helga singing Edelweiss at a Christmas party and she asked for it. I think it was a frolics. And so we were I was there with Andy and Jamie was there. And the whole Dolly the whole crowd was there. And so Helga, I met Helga for the first time. She was standing beside a piano. Someone was playing the piano and she was singing Edelweiss. And and we hit it off right away. Helga and I just were good friends right from the beginning. And so I asked her if I could film her not being 100 percent certain that it was something that I could use in the film. But I was doing under the pretense that I would use it in the film. But I hadn’t told Betsy and I had to tell Betsy every time I read the camera, because it was part of the process of, you know, I was working for her. And so we had expenses so that I was going to rent the camera and shoot some landscape scenes around around Charles for. So I I. Ask Helga if she will come for an interview at my little studio in Jansport, I had a barn there behind loyalist’s house and a little barn, which have been a studio for artists since the days of Howard Pyle. But anyway, so I ask her to come in. So I’ve set up the camera and I’m sitting there waiting for her to come and the light is perfect. And we’re supposed to meet at four o’clock in the afternoon in the winter. And the light’s just so lovely. Coming in around 7:00 at dark, she shows up.
Speaker I wasn’t going to leave, but I didn’t even know if I had a light anesthesia because I worked with North Light in the Sky. Like I didn’t even know that there was a light switch in there. But luckily, I found a cord or you could pull. And so I interviewed Helga for the first time. I barely knew her. It was this one light bulb over her head that made her look like she was in a concentration camp. I think it was this very stark light. But when Betsy saw it, she liked it and she liked it first because it didn’t make her look too flattering. It was a very stark light. And secondly, was it really rounded out the story?
Speaker And so.
Speaker In Maine.
Speaker I bought an island in Maine, north of Monhegan in north of Allen and Biner Little Island off the coast of Martinique, after having spent several summers with the Wayas and this island came up, I was actually on Allen Island and Betsy and I were standing there and she was telling me the names of all the islands, as well as perfectly clear days.
Speaker And it was just me and her and and she was saying, that’s Monhegan and that’s Final Haven. And I said, what’s that way out there? Just the furthest thing out I could see is this little tiny blip on the horizon. She said, oh, that’s Botanicas never go there. So the next day I got a lobster boat. I got lobstermen to take me out to Danica’s and I loved it.
Speaker And it was not gentrified. It was wild and like old Maine. And so I was able to get this little island just off the coast there and I was 25 miles out. But I got married to Betsy, Betsy, my wife. And we would spend the summers out there and we still spent the summers out there. But at the end of the summers, we would bring our summers work and to to the mainland on a boat. And every summer when Andy was alive, he would meet us at the night Marine and we’d be in this big boat warehouse and we would give him a private show of our summers work. And so the very I was doing it for years before Betsy came into this to the scene, onto the scene.
Speaker But when she started showing her work, it’s usually by Helga and Andy that come in, they would critique it or look at it and critique it. When they first off, that she’s working, so she’s going to be good for you because she was so loose and and wild.
Speaker But, you know, he he always wanted to see everything that I had done in the summer and Maine is Maine is not the same without any there.
Speaker His spirit was so large. And I think anyone, you know, that goes to Maine and was going to Maine when he was life recognises the difference and the sandwich has for it. I mean, there’s still spirit in Chadds Ford, but it’s not like it was when he was alive. You when you were in chance. Ford when I was there in those years making the film. I knew all about art history, I’d read all of art history, I was steeped in art history and Andy was steeped in our history, we both, you know, we knew all the painters and but when when I was in Charles Ford, when I was 30, in my 30s. It was the first time that I ever understood art history because I was in art history and I realized that I was an art history. And when you were in charge for and Andrew Wyeth was alive, you were part of it. And that feeling of being in art history was this.
Speaker Is so electric.
Speaker So charged because you had a continuum and you had a you had a lifeline of electric artistic current running through you and around you, all around you, and it it it I was so lucky that I hadn’t studied with them when I was 18 because I would have not known what.
Speaker I would have been, like, interested in his technique. I would have been interested in learning tempera and painting the way he painted. So I was so lucky to have gone on and learned to see with my own eyes and learn to paint from all the sort of Pennsylvania realist painters. And through that Pennsylvania Academy ACoNs and going back all the way back to peel in those guys and having that heritage and then taking it, having learned how to paint and having a career of my own and paintings of my own and then going to meet Andrew worked just it brought me to life in a new way.
Speaker And it. Showed me why to paint. I knew how to paint, but I didn’t know why to paint and Andrew why told me why to be. And it’s to paint your life as to leave a record of what it feels like to be alive.
Speaker That’s great company. We talked about this before.
Speaker Was there anything else we need there? Anything else you can think of? Well, there’s two things that you said, and I think it’s just kind of like what happens to you.
Speaker I thought it would be just. But the visceral experiences, I mean, we saw it when we filmed at the brand new one at the show, because actually it’s absolutely silent because people are experiencing what, Scott?
Speaker The last time I saw Andy. Was October 2008, we’ve come off the island. And we had I was working on a little film, see, and Betsy and I had traveled around the country filming different art sites, you know, spiral jetty and things like that outsider artist down. So the Whitney and we had asked Andy and Helga to meet us at at the market and we were going to have some lunch. So we have set the camera up over on a table and Andy and Heather come in.
Speaker He points to the cameras that are you filming? What are you doing? As I explained to him when I was doing and that he was sort of like. For the film, for my idea, it was going to the mountaintop, like we’ve shown. It’s all about what all art is and how it can be. And now I want to get to the real core of the thing, and I want you to talk to us about it.
Speaker It was.
Speaker Really bittersweet because we had missed his birthday that year, we’d been filming, we’d been traveling, so we missed his birthday and July 12 and. And I said, I’m so sorry I missed your birthday, and he said, oh, there’ll be plenty more. So as we were leaving after we filmed him for a couple of hours and great conversation and a blueberry pie and ice cream and had the camera still rolling as we walked out the door. And we’re saying our goodbyes. And one of the last things he said to me was he said, keep yourself free. Which has become a mantra. Because there are many situations in life in which we become.
Speaker Burdened and enslaved, so keeping yourself free means not necessarily going by the social norms or by any of the things that are expected of you or it is to keep your freedom is to is the most important thing that artists can do. And the great thing about.
Speaker Trucks backing up instead saying, I told you about the left hand side, just go like this, this one.
Speaker The same Bulgers, you would get him out, right, just like of there?
Speaker Yeah, yeah.
Speaker So his last words to me were, keep yourself free. And that’s become a mantra for me, um, for. Many situations in life, but also about having the freedom to pay what you want to pay and not thinking that you should or shouldn’t pay certain things because you painted everything that I was excited about, and that excitement gets into the paint. Betsy would say really fast. Betsy Wyeth would say, you can tell in an instant when an artist is bored.
Speaker And that was the thing, and he was not bored.
Speaker He’s working on exactly what he wanted to work on all the time. There were moments when he was young and she Betsey told me when he was doing commissions, things he didn’t like. And have you ever seen Anjali’s commission? No, you don’t want to it is hideous when he was working on something he didn’t want to be working on, it was not great, it was not good. It was bad. And there are some really bad ones out there, not very many. But he she she encouraged him to not. Take commissions because he wasn’t doing what he loved and, you know, that’s a brave step when you’re young artist who’s struggling the way, you know, always, we’re fine. But he made his own way in the world. And so. I asked her, I remember asking I’ve asked him to. I said that and they both say no. I said, Didn’t you always know? Like how great he was and how Andrew, didn’t you always know you were going to be like, really famous and he said no.
Speaker Now, he said he just. He never thought about it.
Speaker And that was the great thing, I mean, even when he did become really well known, I mean, that’s what I think is hard for people to realize nowadays, is that in the 60s, I mean, he Andrew Wyeth was the very top artist. I mean, he was he was the artist people talked about.
Speaker If you talked about an art and pop culture, I mean, there were other artists doing other kinds of work. But Andrew Wyeth was the artist. He was America’s artist. And that kind of popularity. Now, it’s sort of hard to relate to. We don’t really have an artist that’s anything like that in the world. And I mean, there’s Jeff Koons or Damien Hirst or something. I mean, they’re like the big artists. But but there’s not anyone who holds that place in that niche in American art, in American painting.
Speaker And he was able to stay focused.
Speaker And by staying out of.
Speaker Whether it’s the New York art world or just the art world in general, stay focused on his on his mission and stay focused on his program and stay focused on what he was doing and.
Speaker All the way through.
Speaker You know, and he didn’t change styles, you know, you see artists, the change style, whether it’s Picasso, whomever, you know, and that that’s part of the progress of art in this part of the change, the ever changing. He never needed to do that. The world itself was a starting point, which made it always exciting and interesting for him.
Speaker It’s been because of his brawling about just sort of dealing with especially the critical voices that he had been saying, oh, do they do that?
Speaker What he would say is he would say so several things, but one thing that he would say to me was. That he had always gotten negative reviews and it always just gotten really bad reviews of his paintings and he said, just keep pushing. So and that’s that’s his quote. Just keep pushing and he believes that you you work through it and you, like, prove him wrong.
Speaker And and I think in some ways. You get the last laugh. Because those voices come and go.
Speaker But he care, you know, I say that he had his blinders on and stayed focused. I’d go over to his house that would be up his house up in Maine and some reviews and articles that come out and he’d have more spread out on the dining room table like, you know, like eight or 10 at a time. And he’d say, look at this and this something. Huh? Huh.
Speaker I’m in The New York Times or, you know, and the cover of Vanity Fair or whatever it was on the cover of some magazine.
Speaker And he was excited by it. But he knew so much about what was going on in the art world that, you know, and he would say to me, he would say, oh, what a nice phrase.
Speaker It’s going to turn. Don’t you think?
Speaker It would say that me and I wasn’t always sure what he was talking about exactly if he meant his own reputation, turning back to being respected again or whether he meant art itself was going to turn and go a different direction. But when when we would see a certain type of work, something like Odd Najem or something like that, that would often spur that thought in him. And he would say it’s going to turn. Don’t you think?
Speaker Meaning it’s like art wasn’t always going to be down this path, that that it’s gone. I mean, not that it’s a bad path. I mean, everything’s good. It’s all good. All art is great. I love art no matter what it is, you know, that’s fantastic.
Speaker You know, from the most.
Speaker Surreal kind of performance piece, you know, to to, you know, to some Titian or Rembrandt or Michelangelo at all hours, it’s incredible, the full spectrum. But but he felt like that there was some truth. That needed to be at the core of the thing, I think, and that there was kind of I don’t want to say headiness or conceptual ness to it, but but there was a kind of or even sarcasm or satire, none of that was was necessarily about what he was talking about, because art can take many different forms, like a a kid growing up in the Bronx who looks at graffiti going back on a train every morning is going to have very different world view and a very different temperament than someone who’s, you know, growing up looking at the grasses and Chadds Ford watching the grasses in a field, you just going to have a different worldview, a different temperament. One’s not writing. One’s not wrong. They’re just different. So all are as good. So style is not important. And I think he’s he’s talking about style. When he when he when he said that that it’s he thinks it’s going to turn. But I think he was talking about a kind of value.
Speaker Of truth, value, valuing of a core. Reason for the thing to exist that.
Speaker Because of klutziness or bigness or. Cult of personality we we’ve lost.
Speaker And he tapped into into the truth, it’s like and the truth is something like, OK, so if you look at the light on the corner of the wall, in the window in Groundhog Day. There it is unutterable, there is nothing anywhere written in the history of art about art. No words compare to what he did.
Speaker That sun light traveled eight minutes from the sun.
Speaker Came through the atmosphere.
Speaker Through that window in that farmhouse, some chance for it, and struck the side of that window frame and that wall. And he got it. It’s ineffable.
Speaker No words can describe that it’s life itself.
Speaker It’s timeless.
Speaker Can you say it’s time once again?
Speaker It’s timeless. It exists outside of time, it’s eternal, and he got that he got that with pigmeat and egg and some water and a paintbrush. And that as an achievement.
Speaker Very few have ever even come close to getting that quality.
Speaker You got to see that, you got to look at that because to capture in light. I mean, that’s what gives all life I mean, that light is is what sustains us on this planet. He painted it and he got it, and it’s there forever to look at is there for us to see.
Speaker That’s a great gift. If we slow down enough to look at it.
Speaker And then maybe we can see a little extrapolate. And to the rest of the world and we can see what really is.
Speaker Beautiful, articulate and.
Speaker Is there something that I said in the in the in the promo thing that you wanted me to talk about the hair stand up on the back of your neck?
Speaker Yeah, that’s right. You had said and you said it with that kind of intensity for just you were just that zone you were just in. And and it’s true. And so having somebody say in some experience experiment made the experience to be really great. Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker Yeah, yeah, yeah, so I was trying to get there, I was working. So with that, did you turn off the phone myself? Thank you so much. Thank you. I’m sorry I wasn’t. So just personally, I mean, the thing. To get to spend time with your.
Speaker Some of your childhood idol is sort of like a dream, you know, it’s it is it’s a and and and for him to become a mentor and almost like an artistic father figure for me was it’s like living a dream. You know, it’s sort of hard to believe that that’s actually even when you were in it, although you felt so electric and so charged with him. The turn in my life that happened at that point, it really redirected me in a new way of working in a new way of being in the world by meeting him when I did so that it all felt so. Just inevitable, the way are natural, the way it unfolded. But I remember Andy telling me the time he decided when he was going to be an artist, the time he decided that he was. Could be an artist, what’s he been drawing, this guy, a neighbor, and Chadds Ford.
Speaker An older guy trying to remember his name.
Speaker It was an S.A.T. it’s a short name, one syllable name. Anyway, I don’t remember the guy’s name, we can look that up, but he’d been drawing this guy and and after drawing him, he was walking down the road and Andrew turned and looked back at him.
Speaker And Andy tells me that he saw everything.
Speaker He saw everything and he knew that he was going to be a painter and knew he was going to be a painter, and he he saw what is he saw what was and the only.
Speaker Around that same time that Annie told me that story I happened to a friend of mine had recommended.
Speaker I was telling that story to a friend of mine and they recommended that I read some Thomas Merton, if you’ve read any Thomas Merton or not, the New Man and Seeds of Contemplation and Seven Story Mountain. So I picked up the book as Thomas Merton and I read the story of where he was in Lexington. Ah, Louisville, Lexington, Kentucky, walking down the street had come from a guest, Simone Abbey, and he was walking down the street and he turned and he saw these people on the street corner and he saw what they were. They were like lit up, charged energy, and they were just glowing. And he wanted to go over and shake them and say, you don’t realize what you are. You know, you’re you’re charged, you’re you’re on, you’re lit up and you don’t know what you are. And and it was that that story is very similar. I think Thomas Merton had an experience much like Andy had. And Andy said it was in that moment that he the saw that he realized that he was going to be a painter. He was about to be a painter and.
Speaker So that that feeling of seeing what is.
Speaker Was incremental and me in a way, but there are other experiences that I had around the time I was a chance for that, that were more.
Speaker Definite and those.
Speaker Led to.
Speaker Feeling connected with something larger. So after finishing the film, I was looking for a way to tell the story and I was only I was doing at that point, I was painting and I’d finished the film. So I wanted to do a portrait of Andy to honor our time together. And so he agreed. So I went out and, you know, he had been painted before. He’d been painted by his father and by Jamie. So he sat for me and I’d done some drawings. I’m already over at the house, late night drinking drawings. And so he wanted to be painted in his big fur coat.
Speaker So he had this big giant fur coat and I.
Speaker Did the drawings and then I said, now let’s go out to outside. I’d really like to stage it outside. I thought it would just be a head. Now, on that day, I wanted to take some photo references to you because I knew that I wouldn’t be able to paint him outside. He’s too busy. So I’d done the drawings and then I on my way from Philadelphia to Chatsworth that day, my lens on my camera was broken. So. I had to stop at a camera store and pick up a new lens only once they had that, which had my camera, was a wide angle lens. So I’d never used a wide angle lens before. I’d never seen one. So I’m I get Andy out on the Hill and Hellgate come with us. It was always with Andy during those years. And so.
Speaker I think it’s nineteen ninety six and so.
Speaker Helga standing off to the side of the road, photographing Andy and then I all of a sudden see the wonder of what a wide angle lens will do. And I just turn it and all of a sudden, hell, it’s my picture now there. Then there’s one photo of Helga with Andy that had been in the Smithsonian.
Speaker Our National National Geographic had been in National Geographic. That had been Smithsonian. And it. Showed her off in the studio, off to the side, and so I didn’t tell them I was doing it. I just kept snapping and I snapped, snapped pictures of Helga with Andy down the hill.
Speaker Well, I went went back to my a friend of mine was in my studio and I said I’m excited. I was because I had all these these references for this painting. And he said, well, you should put you should put Betsi in it, too.
Speaker And as soon as he said that, I thought, well, there’s no way now that I mean, I’ve had that thought. Now that you’ve stuck that thought in there, there’s no way to avoid that.
Speaker So I secretly Andy knew I was doing the painting. Helga knew I was doing the painting, but Betsy did not do anything. So I, I.
Speaker Superimposed Betsy, in there from references that I’ve taken on a train trip down to D.C., Andy and I went down to see the Homer show and the Valmir Show together.
Speaker Frolich and Betsy and I went down on the Amtrak train and it was a great day. And Andy had had a show, had had his wife show the Helga’s show at the National Gallery, where there was a big banner for four wins, the homer. And then he was telling me about how he had his banner there. I remembered it from when he had his banner there for the Helvetia and. He was so great, he was so nice, and I said, oh, that must feel great. And he looked at me, he said, you know, he was so sweet about it.
Speaker I keep working, but this that day I snapped a couple of photos of Betsy in this wonderful fur lined cape that she had, and so I stuck her in the painting as well.
Speaker And then time came for for me to show it. I knew that I was going to have to show it at some point. Betsy was going to know about it. So it was in my studio in Chadds Ford. I’ve been working on it hard for months. And then. I invited Andy and Betsey to see it for the first time, and so they come down, they don’t really know what they’re going to be seeing. And he thought it was just going to be probably a portrait of him. And he comes in of walks into the studio. And this is just this little barn that I that I used at the time and.
Speaker Betsy was shocked and I was very clear in asking, what did she mind that I had done it and that she did she mind what I did with the painting?
Speaker And she was real funny in her response, she said, you can do whatever the hell you want to with that painting, which is a great sort of turn of phrases like you could stick it wherever you wanted or you can do whatever you want with it.
Speaker But it was also an allowance that it was like, you know, I done the painting and and I had every right to to show it or do whatever I wanted with it.
Speaker And he felt like that I’d made his nose too long, which I’d done on purpose. I had sort of given him a little Pinocchio thing, a little bit like I had sort of extended it a little bit so that it would feel like maybe he had like had a little flap going on for a while. And I did that on purpose. I thought it was cool and he didn’t like it at all. I thought it sort of disfigured him a little bit. So he started saying, where’s your baby?
Speaker Where’s your brain? Where’s your yellow? I’ll take care of it.
Speaker Now, the tonality of the way that nose is next to that hill is very subtle at work, really hard to have that relationship between making that he’ll go back and having the color that was on his nose, the sort of ruddy color right now. So he was just going to like so he’s grabbing the brush and putting paint on the canvas. And I was like, no, yes, no.
Speaker Yes. I was like, yes, please paint my painting. And now I was like, oh, yes. So it was an incredible moment of like, I love the fact that he was having a relationship with and touching it. But at the same time as I had to do as I said, you stand here.
Speaker I will. I’ll I’ll do it. And so I like the mechanics.
Speaker That wasn’t the right color. So I was mixing up this that combination of colors, Rosene and little.
Speaker Cat Green and Little Bernstine and.
Speaker Little yellow ochre and some white, and so I was mixing them by neutralizing a little bit, a little bit. So I was doing mixing up this color and he was standing there and I was I was working on it. He said, now, isn’t this great? Now you can tell everyone you painted from life. So that was the way, you know, there are stories of.
Speaker I’m not going to tell you that on camera.
Speaker That’s he said that and he never painted from photos, she was just like, no, that would make it mechanical, it’d be mechanical. But I mean that there are tons of photos.
Speaker I mean, I know that he he didn’t care. He didn’t discriminate. He is whatever. But he could draw and he could draw like no one else.
Speaker So before the next question in your helicopter, it’s a plane we don’t have, but how many planes, you know, but you’ve had to when we were coming out of this church, you were directly on the flight. But I didn’t want to ask you. You said in a hyper allergenic, I thought you said you think about him every day and I want to know if that’s true and what you think about.
Speaker I think maybe the.
Speaker What was that? And Nancy said about Handy’s because that would be a landmark for all time. I think he’s used that phrase a landmark for all time.
Speaker Before he had his first show at McBeath Gallery.
Speaker I think of Andy’s work, and it’s so hard now that he’s not here because, I mean, for the last eight years of his life, we were best friends. I mean, we were best artist friends. And he was like an artistic father, a mentor, but. When we were together, it was like our exchange of ideas were just completely equal and I mean, it’s as art as my peer, but as friends, we were a shared understanding of of art and.
Speaker Passions and. So but now.
Speaker And, you know, it’s an.
Speaker We know that he’s not here, it’s like a signpost on the so like so like every day you’ve got.
Speaker The.
Speaker A standard, and so when one works, they know what’s possible, you know what level as possible. And so you you don’t definitely don’t compare or contrast or judge oneself next to it because it would drive you crazy. But you do.
Speaker Acknowledge that signpost and say, you know, you tapped in. You tapped into the real the real thing. The nature of reality, and that’s why everyone responds to the work, you know, he painted his own backyard.
Speaker He.
Speaker Didn’t have to go very far, for subject matter. He just painted what was right there.
Speaker He painted his own backyard.
Speaker And he made it universal.
Speaker He took the microcosm and broke it into the microcosm.
Speaker And people sense that, so when you do that, when you when you paint your own backyard, what you know and what you love with truth and with integrity, then what happens is everybody that’s a universal, that love is universal and that’s what people see. And that’s when people look at his paintings and they’re looking at them and all and the hair standing up on the back of their neck, they’re getting it. They’re tapping into life and they’re tapping into what Andrew Wyeth, by paying his own world, painted a universal that we all can see and experience. And it’s that connection is that kind of connection that we long for.
Speaker And it’s getting rarer and rarer.
Speaker As the world gets more technological. If that’s the right word. As the world gets further and further from Conexion, human connection. But it’s an eternal. And it’s the human spirit and it’s.
Speaker When I’m working.
Speaker When I when I’m working, I try to. Acknowledge the depth that he went and the level that he got to and. Work hard enough to do the best that I can to.
Speaker Fulfill my own destiny and my own temperament. You know, be true to my own temperament, which is what he was he was true to the core, to his own temperament and his own experience.
Speaker It’s humbling every day.
Speaker Let me tell you that I’m going every single day.
Speaker I remember being a little tough on some of the Russians, I guess, in snow, but also in the sea, because you talk about sex a lot.
Speaker They did sex and excitement and things like that. Yeah, that’s right. Yeah.
Speaker There was that great, great quote that he had given up years for sex. Let it peter out all the time. What good is it? You got to save it up for the right moment, which was almost shocking to me when he said I was like, Really? You’re going to get that. Thank you. I’ll take it.
Speaker But also, I mean, from you know, and I mean, I was 30 something, 36 maybe when he was seventy six or something. I was. You know, I was at that age of being very ill and like, you know, you get distracted by sex a lot. And so but he was like a 12 year old boy. He was eternally like purities. He was like eternally a 12 year old boy.
Speaker And the excitement that you have when you’re a 12 year old boy about being fully alive, you know, and charged and erect, he was there and he didn’t discriminate.
Speaker So he didn’t discriminate about he was sort of outside of.
Speaker Society as an outsider was an outsider.
Speaker He was outside the system, he was outside of the moral code almost because he was more like an animal. He was like he was like a I mean, in a good way, in a. He was one with nature and a more and, you know, he knew culture and he knew literature, religion, but he wasn’t ruled by any of it.
Speaker He allowed himself to be one with with with nature and true to himself and his own calling. So the great thing is that, you know, things that might seem strange for others, like, you know, they sort of had a daytime wife and a nighttime wife like.
Speaker Everybody was. Involved in that everybody knew that was all taking place so well, Betty, at some point.
Speaker But he wasn’t going to get divorced, like he was really strict about that kind of thing.
Speaker He was really strict about once you’ve made a commitment, that’s your commitment, you stick with that. But then.
Speaker His human nature was. Was not going to over his human nature, would override other things. And rightfully so, I think in that case, it wouldn’t be true for everybody, but he it’s not that he was above the rules, but they had a different set of rules.
Speaker They had.
Speaker They were very different. Type of people that even though they knew what was going on in the culture and knew what was going on in politics and news, they didn’t live. They weren’t ruled by it. And they they weighed. The larger forces of nature.
Speaker They gave them more weight, they gave the larger forces of nature more.
Speaker Dominants.