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One afternoon I found Bill
Haglund fast asleep with his small, soiled hands folded across his chest
on a green canvas cot next to a refrigerator container. Workers in blue
overalls and elbow-length rubber gloves would pass by with stretchers
and unload another corpse into the container. Fifty yards away, next
to the pit, a backhoe ground its gears as it struggled to gain traction
in the red mud. An hour earlier, Haglund had climbed out of the pit
utterly exhausted and collapsed on the cot. Grave muck covered nearly
every inch of his clothing, from his rubber boots to his wire-rim glasses,
and his hair and beard bristled with mud. Without thinking, I leaned
over and pulled a smoldering cigar butt from between his fingers and
threw it away. I couldn’t help but think that Haglund had stared too
long into the abyss and it had finally overpowered him.
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