I’m letting go of my old self, or at least I'm trying to. I've just had this false confidence, and false pride in myself. I pretend too much, I pretend to smile, I pretend to care, I pretend to empathize, and I pretend to kind. I'm not sure if I'm a good person, truly. I've been a dreadful thing to deal with to say the least. I'm always in a bad mood it seems. Sometimes I feel great and sometimes I feel real confidence, but it doesn't last long, or at least long enough. I'm just terrified I'll hurt people, is all. I'd like to say I'm trying my best, but really, I'm not. In fact, I believe I'm doing the bare minimum. I'll figure it out, hopefully.