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I was living in Texas, in the Bible Belt. The same line is being preached on
street corners, on the radio, on the television. It is so uninformed, so
ignorant, and so unaware, and yet it's what's heard. . . .
That the sin of Sodom is about homosexuality, for example. . . .The sin of
Sodom was hard-heartedness, having abundance and not sharing with the poor. . .
. There certainly was male-male sex intended there. Let's say "male rape,"
because that's what was at stake. . . . And there's no doubt that that's part
of the story. But why is it in the story? The story is about people who were
so hard-hearted, they wouldn't welcome anyone in. They wouldn't share. And
they were so bad that they were actually going to rape these people. The rape
is just in there to heighten the atrocity of hard-heartedness. . . .The sin is
the hard-heartedness. . . .I get absolutely frustrated because it's so obvious
that this is not about sex, even though sex is part of it. And yet people
continue to read it in those terms. Jesus sends out his disciples.
I guess it depends on who they are. Some people are enlightened and say, "Oh,
this makes sense." And other people say, "Well, you know, you're just saying
that. I don't know." . . .
When you read Paul the way it's translated, it seems pretty clear. "Unnatural"
is a mistranslation, pure and simple. It should read "atypical". The Greek
words are "para physin"--beyond the natural.
One of the other things that probably plays into it is our separation of church and state. I think we have an extreme tolerance for foolishness and stupidity when it comes in the name of religion. We'll say, "You have a right to your beliefs." And it can be absolutely absurd. . . . We have such tolerance for religion, because we've basically taken religion and shoved it to the side. We've split religion apart from our secular society, and so let it do what it wants. It's like a circus on the sidelines, and the rest of life goes its own way, run by the bottom line. The money thing is what matters, and the religion is on the side, so let anybody believe what they want. . . .
We are at a point in history where it should be considered outrageous for an
educated person to quote the Bible to condemn homosexuality. But then, we've
got school boards and states voting against teaching evolution in the schools.
I don't know anyone who's still insisting the earth is flat, although that's
the way the Bible puts it up. It should be outrageous for an educated person
to quote the Bible to condemn homosexuality. It should just be intolerable.
If it's not that the Bible is allowing it, at the very least, the evidence is
so uncertain that an honest person would not appeal to that evidence to try to
make a point. And if people don't know the uncertainty and claim to be
educated . . . it's just outrageous.
Somebody has to let people know there's another way of reading the Bible. What is fascinating is that probably the Bible is the foundation from which people oppose homosexuality. They'll come down to that in the end--even politicians who don't want to be religious. You get them talking off the cuff and they'll appeal to the Bible. . . It's so important for people to realize that the Bible does not condemn, if you read it in its own context. It's only when you take it out of context, and read your own mind into it, that it's condemning. If we could get that territory cleaned up, then we could start talking about what is good and what isn't, what's wholesome and what produces . . . good living, and what doesn't. That would be a much more profitable discussion than shouting Bible texts back and forth to each other, and accusing people of going to hell. The evidence is out there. People who know anything about the Bible know that the evidence is there. . . . . The most vocal groups among the Christian right cling to the Bible literally. What are your thoughts on that?
I think they believe that they're really speaking for God. ...
Yes. The illusion, of course, is that the Bible is literally the word of God,
and it says what God wants. It's real clear that it is a matter of
interpretation. If it really were God's word, then it should be obeyed. The
big question is: Is this really God, or is this my interpretation, or somebody
else's, telling me that this is what God wants? They've decided on principle
that if it's in this book, this is it, and won't ask any questions about it,
even though some of the conclusions . . . are highly untenable. Take slavery
-- I've heard that some, in their hearts, still believe that slavery is
legitimate, but that we can't practice it in this society. But most say that
you have to reinterpret it. They allow reinterpretation on that topic, but
they won't allow reinterpretation on the sexual stuff.
Well, because I think they still have society on their side, for the most part.
They can find enough support that it doesn't seem so untenable. ... The same
stuff went on with the slavery question, and they held on to that as long as
they could. ... I find it very interesting that no fundamentalist will insist
on the cosmology that's in the Bible, regarding the structure of the world and
the universe. If you read the Bible carefully, the first book of Genesis . . .
talks about the earth as a flat disk of land floating on water, with a dome
above it and stars hanging down, and water above it. . . . It's a flat earth
theory. That's what's in the Bible. I don't know any of them that will
maintain that.
Yes. They're right. It becomes harder and harder for them to maintain their position when others are so publicly opposed to it. I heard of one guy who was visiting a fundamentalist religious group of youth, and he brought up the issue of gay and lesbians. A lot of them were just real casual about it. And he said, "Well, why is this? You know what your parents would say." They said, "Yes, but we watch MTV." They're getting other information and other sensitivities from the culture, so they're not going to be as rigid as their parents. Eventually, the parents' way of life won't be upheld. So the fact of the matter is, the culture is moving. . . . Is it moving in the right direction, or not? That's a legitimate question. They say that gay-lesbian relationships are evil. I would like somebody to show me what's evil about them. If you have a couple who find each other, and as a result their lives are better all around--they're happier, more fulfilled, and contributing more--if their whole life is better, what is evil about it? ... Why do so many people seem so unwilling to question the idea that the Bible condemns homosexuals?
Why people are so afraid of doing it? That's scary, because it really comes
down to self-protection in the end . . .
I was the most pious of all the pious when I was in seminary. I believed
everything. I was so scrupulous about doing everything that was required. And
there were one or two incidents along the way where somewhere I learned to
think for myself. . . . I was going through puberty, and I started having
sexual feelings. It was a mortal sin to indulge in any kind of sexual feeling.
How do you know if you indulged in it or not? How long does it have to go
on? When you're a teenager, it could go on for hours. Did I indulge, or
didn't I? If you're in sin, you're not allowed to go to communion. I used to
walk around to keep myself distracted, so I wouldn't have any kind of thoughts,
and all of a sudden having this sexual feeling. I said to myself, "This is
stupid. If God is going to send me to hell for this, I want another God. That
is not my God." Where I got that from, I don't know. But it was like a
turning point. . . .
There were a lot of these step-by-step things. Part of it was dealing with my sexuality and realizing that this can't be right--I'm supposed to repress all this? I didn't even know what all this was about. Part of it was looking at what was going women's roles in the Catholic Church. One of the big things was the whole AIDS controversy. You're not allowed to teach kids about condoms, and they're out there getting HIV because condoms are . . . contraceptives. I couldn't believe that we're going to let kids die because we don't want them to have an orgasm. Things like that just built up.
It got to a point where I was not able to represent what I was supposed to be.
I wasn't living what I was supposed to be living. It doesn't matter to me that
lots of the other priests weren't either. . . . I was attempting to be an
authentic person. I only preached about what I could believe in. I began to
realize that my mind was much more of an academician and a teacher than a
pastor, and . . . I should be on a campus somewhere, where you're free to
express ideas and push the edge. I wasn't doing much pastoral ministry. The
little bit I was doing was highly successful, I think, because I was so far on
the edge. The further out I went, the more relevant I became.
I can remember the first time I deliberately went and had sex with someone. It was somebody I had known, who had approached me . . . and I was being sympathetic because he's telling me he's gay. I remember going to the telephone, picking it up, and saying, "If ever there was a deliberate act of the will with full knowledge," (and that's what constitutes mortal sin), "this is doing it." I dialed the phone number. I said to myself, "I've talked about it and prayed about it and read about it and studied about it. How am I ever going to figure this out if I don't do something with it?"
There came the point where the moral thing to do was to find out in a
responsible way what sex is about. . . . I did not think that was wrong. In
fact, I thought God was happy that finally I got off my duff and did something.
God said, "Yay! Finally you're growing up! You're starting to live." Then I
start to deal with being gay and coming out, getting to know what the gay scene
is, and rethinking. People find that hard to believe. . . . I'm ordained, and
a priest, and all of a sudden I'm finding out who I am. Well, it happens.
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